I know he's out there, reading this. I meant to post this like weeks ago but oh well...
Just wanna let ya know that you're the first 'friend' I knew online... You changed a lot that I dunno why but I can't help thinking what'll happen to you.
So many people asked you to change to the good one but I guess I'm not the psychic in this matter to 'change' you. I remembered few years ago, you're so lively.
You like to talk and joke those time. I even remembered telling people you're my bf and you wouldn't mind either. You really are the friend that I knew.
Then after 2 years without talking to you due to my Internet connection breakdown, suddenly the green person flashed. It was you.
I was so glad to able to talk to you again. But, you changed. You changed a lot. I couldn't accept the fact that you changed.
You told me people changed. But, you changed to a person that I almost couldn't believe. Your blog tells that you always think like that.
I was happy when you told me you loved S_ _ _ _. I won't mention her name since you hate it. Remember I told you how much she loved you? You questioned me how come I know that's what she's thinking.
I'm a girl and I know how she felt. She may had dumped you but now, she wants to be with you. Give her a chance. She understands you more than anyone, even me.
Every time I read your blog, I felt like crying. You had all those thinkings that can never find an answer to it. You had a purpose in life. Achieve that purpose.
I will never forget the happy friend that I first had. I always remember you as the person who wants to study game programming in Japan. You will always exist in my life. *sob*