Wednesday, December 31, 2008

I'm here again....

Yes, the third post of the day. About 30 minutes till countdown and my two cousins are beside me. My sister came in. Give her 10 minutes before a real picture can be taken. LOL "too much NGs..."

This must be the longest gathering ever among cousins.

Welcome to

Dinner at cousin's and shuffling at LLRC

Right now I am at my cousin's place, using her laptop and bmobile's broadband. (So hard to type with long nails!) I'm suppose to be but a banker for someone's SAIDINA's game but skipping it right now. [They're taking all the sweets!!! Gimme one!]

So I was at my cousin's place since 5pm. Helping around with preparation of food, snooping around with cousins, etc. Then other relative came as well.

Stayed at there until 8pm. Why? Coz I went to LLRC to see my boys shufflin'! Haha! When I arrived there, the car cannot entered the parking lot with the excuse of "if you don't have pass, cannot park your car inside." My cousin YC and I just got down from the car and ran to the auditorium. Luckily only the first shuffling band started.

When the MC announced the second band, RUNAWAY SHUFFLER, I was jumping up and down. I was so happy to see Hilmi, Iwann, Bnu, Ijat and Esyad them performing again! It's been months since I saw them shuffling at Student's Day. It was "wow"! Powerful la! Love you guys~ HAHA

So yeah. That's all. I will miss 2008 but will look forward for 2009. [Aiya, not yet come out with resolutions yet leh..]

new skin

Ta-dah! New skin!!! Love it? Hehe... Something new for the new year!

Man! That means I have to start a 'new year' resolution!

Bye-bye last day of 2008!!! Hello 2009~ =)

Thursday, December 25, 2008

merry xmas and happy new year




Though I wanted to say "Merry Crisis and a Happy New FEAR"

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

TIMES magazine~

Yeay~ I got my VERY FIRST TIMES magazine yesterday~! The cover is none other than the Person Of The Year, *drumrolls* Barrack Obama!

There are like many words that I had never ever came across them in my life! Unless you are a visualizer for words, these are some of the words that (I think many would agree if you're just an average reader) you might heard of but never know the meaning.

  1. permanence
  2. innate
  3. sacraments
  4. allegiances
  5. blustery
  6. pandered
  7. tawdry
  8. exhortations
  9. regurgitating
  10. altruistic
  11. reverence
  12. saccharine
  13. adulation
  14. frothy
  15. paean
  16. eloquence
  17. entrench
  18. mediocrity
  19. disdain
  20. tenure
  21. dire
  22. palatable
  23. alluding
  24. arsenal
  25. indictment
  26. transient
  27. prevalent
  28. antithesis
  29. rhetoric

Wow... 29 word! Talking about only cover up to page 38 out of the 112 pages! Yeah, I'll find the meanings any sooner... Hmm... Those journalists contributing to TIME sure are smart with the usage of words! How I wish I was smarter!

Monday, December 22, 2008


what a bummer, its been a long time since I had posted. I'll just start mumbling.

Hmm, these are haiku(s) I posted long time ago. Whatcha think?

"I set out to find
through open oceans and plains
The only treasure"

"This is not a joke,
in the middle of the night
I had been pissing"

"For once I had thought
That this love was meant to be
in eternity"

Haiku - 1st and 3rd line consist of 5 syllables and the middle one is 7. Not bad, eyh? hehe

I want to go watch X JAPAN's live concert in Taiwan! It's next year at Valentine's Day. I wonder who would want to rock out their Valentine's night.. I would!!! Anyone buy me a ticket flight, please? I'll pay you back when I have work.. LOL

Speaking of concert, I recently watch Backstreet Boy's LIVE IN O2 ARENA in London. Yes! The best concert EVER~ I thought the grown up boys' dancing look a bit weird.. I mean, some in their 30s dance well!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Yesterday and the day before

Monday 15/12/08

Yesterday morning we went to Bandar except my bro. He didn't go coz he thought we would not stop by at the 'kedai komunis'. Experiencing headache as I only slept 2 hours before depart for the capital. On the way, felt headache a bit but couldn't sleep. First time entered RIPAS hospital and was TOTALLY surprised by the ultra big light at the entrace. Then left for Snow House near The Mall but too bad it's not open (Do Bandar shops close on Mondays?) so left to The Mall instead. Didn't buy much except:

  1. Men's sandals - $3.90 (Sponsored by mum)
  2. Choco ice cream - $1.20
  3. Shoes - $14.95 (Sponsored by mum)
  4. GTO DVD - $2
  5. a night out with the BSB - $2
  6. toiletries - $3.50
Damn, thats much!

So after The Mall, left to GIANT at Rimba. Didn't buy anything. Still feeling headache. On the way back home, slept all the way.

The day before yesterday 14/12/08

Watched 'Wild Child' at youtube. Omg! I love the movie so much. Watched it twice in a row. I thought Freddie looked familiar at first. Then TODAY I realised Alex Pettyfer was the spy I watched in the movie Stormbreaker! He's hawt~

Friday, December 12, 2008

Chapter 7 is up!

Chapter 7 is up at here~

I removed Hikki's playlist and added a new one. Please listen to White X'mas by KAT-TUN and Last Christmas by EXILE. I never hear Last Christmas but White X'mas (the one you going to hear first) is a nice song, no? =)

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

My room


My sis took the laptop yesterday afternoon so leaving me 'nothing to do'. Sometimes 'nothing to do' = A LOT of things to do! So I ended up cleaning my room. It's the largest sleeping room in my house (yes, bigger than Master bedroom). Measurement is 5metre x 4 metre. I don't know if you can imagine it but there are just SO many things in my room!

So instead of trying to dispose my stuffs, I just stack them in boxes. Can never remove the cluttering habit. So far, 50% of my room is done. The idea of cleaning is good but when all the things are spread around the room, I had this 'phobia' of cleaning them. I don't know if everyone has this kind of phobia ; you know, you see messes everywhere and you'd want to avoid them. (And now you know why I set up a poll at the right side of my blog, just scrol down and you'll see the big grey poll box. And no, I don't need your vote to be the president.)

TODAY (10th Dec)

Listened to Versaille's PRINCE and PRINCESS song. I was actually surprise by the single's versions. I mean, 6 versions! Wow! If I were to buy ALL of them, I might spend around $70 (plus shipping fee and taxes). Of course worth buying it! Any original CDs are worth buying it. (Didn't you see my wish list?)

Also listened to alice nine's CROSS GAME. I watched the PV first and I like it~

But I don't really like Gackt's JESUS PV. I don't know... Maybe it is scary to view it at 4am in the morning when you know you have something to do. If you want to glimpse at the PV, click here. But hey, the song ROCKS! A good single from Gackto-sama after more than a year of not releasing a song!

Eek! I just had a cockroach up at my leg!

These past few days, I feel like I only enjoy music when I listen to visual kei (it's not like emo but it had screaming, loud music and such). Damn, visual kei is taking up my life! haha

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

We did something unexpected...

You see, my sister and I suggested that we should damage the wifi button at the laptop to have wifi connection. Actually, I first accidentally damaged the button so it's loose and the best solution is to take the button off from the laptop. Well, at least it's worth it.

Because I am able to blog this! Haha!

So, we had to use a needle to toggle 'inside' the button on or off. Man, at least it really worth taking the button off.

I am really stuck at cross-stitching. I bought a book about cross-stitches and I haven't a clue on how to knit something! *weeps* I guess I really have to relearn the whole techniques.

Please visit here to read my fiction! I really appreciate if you do~

Sunday, December 7, 2008

tagged by tashaa...

(Please bear with me, it's 4.30am... Hmm... I'll do it later or some other time.. In the mean time, get ready to be tagged!)

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:

8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is:

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is:

10. The overall impression of him/her is:

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?

12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them:

16. 10 people you tag:

17.Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?

18. No. 3 a male or female?

19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

20. How about No.5 and No. 8?

21. What is No. 1 studying about?

22. Is No. 4 single?

23. Say something about No. 6?

Friday, December 5, 2008

My fiction blog

Enjoy reading!

Or click here!

They're both the same!

Thursday, December 4, 2008


Today we went to the beach behind the old soon lee as planned last week. Too bad not all can come. Lets see, Malek and Tasha sick, Feeqa no transport, Nabilah out station and Su Ling work.

So after I picked up Rose at her place, we went to old soon lee. Looks like we're the first! Then when we waited outside, I saw Amal's green car. Then little as I know, she was like on the other side! Khai was there. And then Kavitha and Sie Ying came as well.

So after 30 minutes waiting, 6 of us went to sugarbun. Can I say that the food there is expensive? Not long after, Hilmi, Iwann and Saiful came along. Looks like they are at the beach waiting for us these times! Poor guys.

So after Ibnu came along, all of us went to see Su Ling at her workplace. Just a brief 10 minutes visit and we were off to the beach!

Just the usual stuffs : Put your feet at sea water, writing sand words, talking, taking pictures. Too bad we didn't get to go video as my friend's handphones were low on battery. I love the pictures. This time I made a phonecall to my busy best friend.

Then all of us sat at the log, talked about the past. Or rather the memory we remembered the most during our times at PJN. Hilmi had a funny one. Me? I don't really remember which ones are funny. I wished I could go back time and write a diary instead.

Thanks to Rose for this picture below. Yes, I know we do. =)

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

vampire nights

No, I am not talking about Twilight here... (And don't tempt me to watch the movie)

Lately I am unable to fix my sleeping times. I sleeps at dawn and woke up after noon everyday. Because of this, I am experiencing headache and dieting problems.

I seriously need sunshine... This is not winter! (I wish, haha!)

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Britney's Glamour magazine photo shoot!

Britney Spears is featuring on Glamour's Cover! I love her! Like she's my idol since I was a kid way back her 'Hit me baby one more time' song. I think I might buy her Circus album. Happy birthday Britney!

Monday, December 1, 2008

Sparlking Diamonds anyone?

I found out some perfect gifts for Christmas. It's all diamonds. I think there are white, gold diamonds. I'm no good in counting these carats but I think I saw a 0.08 carat diamond (18k) for $750. (Minus tax) Is that cheap?

Go to that website and trust me, if you can afford buying these diamonds, you'd probably get one.

Oh, did I mention that the cheapest jewelery you can get there is $650? While the expensive ones would probably be the range of $16k and above?

Perfect gift for Christmas!

Man! I want those diamonds! They're way better than bling-blings!

last month of the year

Time flies SO fast that it's already December! I sometimes closed my eyes, wandering my past. There are just so many things that could be improved. Looks like I have to start writing up my resolution, huh?

Facebook = Addictive!

Seriously! If you don't have a facebook, you're doomed! Haha! There are just SO many games that you can play, from fun to education to saving the world! (No kidding!)

To think about it, it had been a year since I went to Japan! 一年ね。。。 まだ、あおいましょ!!!

Oh yea, I was cleaning my room these days (still cleaning, sorting, everything!) and I stumbled across my year 8, 9 and 10 school papers/notes/exam papers/topic tests papers (You can tell they are all school-related) in a box. I kept them in those boxes coz I know I might wanna 'see' them again. But now that I will move on to college, I don't even think I'd look at them.

Please vote your answer at the right side. Just scroll down and you'll see a grey vote box. Thanks for voting!

Friday, November 28, 2008

tasha's bday

I helped baked some cupcakes today. It was quite easy to do so. Just 4 simple ingredients and took about 1 hour to do so. Yum~

Then in the evening went to Tasha's house. It's her birthday today. Met a lot of people, of course my classmates. Some were MIA already...

I wrote a new fiction. Actually I started last month already but just lazy to update. You may leave your review by clicking the 'Submit Review' at the bottom left hand corner of the page.

Thursday, November 27, 2008


Went to school around 8. Saw Izwan, Waie and Tasha. Then Hilmi and Amal came. Only 6 of us la...

There were so many activities going on. We helped the lower secs with the science anagrams. Is it me or there ARE some anagrams that we cannot solve!

Went to the library to have health check. O.o I'm glad that was done. Quick and easy!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Chung Ching Graduation Night

When I arrived, I saw some of my friends. So me and Celine was so excited to see each other~ Haha!

So the whole event started at 7pm. First was the singing of the national anthem, followed by the school song. I still remember the school song!!! lol

Let me just cut to the chase. After group singing (They sang the Mei Li Hao Shi Guang.. I sang along too!) and photo sessions, then it was a short 15 minutes break. During the 15 minutes, I caught up with my friends, photo takings, chat, etc...

Then came the Variety Entertainment. There was Form 3 singing Chinese and English songs (I think), some Form 5 girls doing the Chinese traditional dance, Teophilus on the guitar and also another dancing group. (I think they used Big Bang's song)

Last was a slide presentations featuring the Form 5 students cute childhood pictures until the present day. Some pictures were so funny!

All those CCMS memories were unforgettable. Despite only studying there for 7 years, I am very glad that many of my friends still remember! Maria, Chen Ket, Ting Wen, Gloria, Chun Kiat, Teophilus, Yuan Teng, Lee Chyi, Huey Shawn, Chern Ying, Xing Rong, Yin Kong, Amalina, Amira, Khairunnisa, Chui Jet, Andy Chiew, Jian Hao, Chung Ang, Yu Ting, Mei Jun, Matthias, Wei Kang, Chi San, Yi Lin, Sharon, Syee Chee, Tze Wah, Adib, Jien Yet, Chi Siong, Wei Kang, Yi Lei, and many more!!!! I'm sorry if I don't remember you!!! Thank you everyone!

"We may not see each other, but we may not forget each other"

Friday, November 21, 2008

Holiday #4

The beach!

I became the 'security' of the house again (I guess you know what time I slept). Woke up at 1pm and quickly got ready to pick up Sie Ying. When we arrived, most of our friends were there. It's been 2 years since we all decided to go the beach.
We had a meal at Ideal before left for the beach. Saw Mrs Phang! At first when she came over, we were looking at her. It took me 2 seconds to realise that the woman was her! She wore sunglasses (is it?) so it's a bit different from school. She said she havn't look at the Chemistry paper. I bet she'll look like this : O.o
On the way to the beach, we tried to take a shortcut so the guys suggested us to jump over the big wet drain. We walked for about 1 km to the beach. It was quite windy.

The beach was fun! The boys sempat lagi shuffle, girls writing on sand. Me? I like the wind and water. But I did manage to do some sand writings. Left the beach at around 4.30pm.

Then it's a mini journey for me to Seria Town. None of them wanted to go with me but I understand that. =) I was like 'Oh yeah, today's Friday!' You see, there's foodstalls (I admit that I like food) at the carpark. I only bought myself air kausar ($1) and cucur udang (4 for $1). Then went to Milimewah and bought some stuffs.

There's nothing better to end my time at Seria with a can of coffee drink.

End this post with 2 picx.

~5SC 2, friends forever~

If Only You Were Here, Still I Don't Think You'd Join Me.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Holiday #3

I love today!

Slept around 4am and woke up 2 and a half hours later. Before that I practised singing a love song. Adale... =D My mum thought I'd go to school at 7.30am but I ended up going to school at 10.30am. Kn bermsg lgi gto mum ah arah downstairs yg aku sklh aher.. namanya malas kn bangun... Heh

Went all the way to Physics lab to get my '8 kilo + ' books. Saw Sir Addie, the 'guardian' of Physics Lab. And also Miss Tan. She asked sir if he's having a special extra class. Sir said he's having the extra class for form 6 physics. LOL

Took all the books downstairs and all the way to canteen. Returned them to book store.I'll miss you books! Haha... Then lepak-ing at school until 11.30am. I missed the CCA Awards earlier but did had the chance to see some teachers making juice for the healthy juice making competition. I was SO thirsty so didn't wanna keep on looking at the juice. Talked to Tek Chen and Le Hui. Gosh, it's been SO long since I talked to juniors. (Now that I realised)

Didn't do much in the afteroon. Lazy to learn the purl technique for stitching but finished the dragonfly for a friend. Hmm... I think I have an idea... *Not telling what*

At night, went to Excapade. I think we are the LOUDEST VIP at the place. This was my second time going there and I don't think I'll ever go there again. (Unless I am pocket full of $$$)

Can't wait for tomorrow~ Please pray so that there won't be raining in the afternoon! X)

I Wonder How Are You Over There... I Can't Wait For Your Re

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Holiday #2

Today was a 'wonderful' day. Yes, I mean it.

Firstly, the school's book store or store book (whatever it is called) was CLOSED. Maybe it's our fault for not asking when it is going to be open but still...! Why closed on the day when we want to return our books?

Haha! The teacher's in charge of collecting the books was away and the key to the store was with one of them. Man... Don't school have another backup key? But, thanks to sir Addie, we can put our books at the Physics lab. You know, the weight of 14 books (thick and thin) is about 8 kilo+ It is SO heavy! My bones gonna break~ Haha...

After that, me, Sie Ying, Kavitha, Rose and Su Ling walked to Ayamku. Kirakan lepak la... And I finally handed in the 'School's Leaver Page' to teacher in charge! Phew... All those editing paid off. Too bad it's gonna be printed black and white.

I continued the basics of stitching. I so far know cast on, knit stitch. I'm still in technique of purling the stitches. Although got 2 guide books to help me (Knitting Fun! by CB Publishing and Knit Tips for Young Chic (I think that's the title) by Sarah Paulin) I am still stuck!!

The 'stitching language' is SO not easy... I try my best to understand though. Finally I finished my 'now defunct' dragonfly. It's glow in the dark and very short. Right now still doing another dragonfly for my friend.

At night, don't know why but all of the sudden went to Chung Hua for the SPN21 briefing. Is it me or the presentation is boring. No offence, but a tip to ALL of you who will present your information in a presentation, NEVER EVER scan or copy the whole chunk of information from a resource (together with complicated datas, tables) into your slides. Coz otherwise, no one will even want to listen to your words and rather read the info on slides. Make your slides 'interesting', get me?

Am I Useless or Selfish? Haiz... I Need To Talk To You... Where Are You?

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Holiday #1

I am proud to announce that I did not sleep for more than 20 hours, from 11pm (last night) until now, 7.15pm (today) Bangga ku eyh.. haha

I spent like 7 hours online the whole morning so I am the 'security' of my own house until around 7am. Had breakfast, bath then left to hospital. I am surprised by own fat composition of my own weight... =( It's... *haiz* nevermind!

*Listening to Mirrocle World by Ayumi Hamasaki. OMG... I am listening to her songs? Haha*

After lunch, I left to OGDC to register the Exploration Camp. My sister and I searched all over Seria Town for a RUBIX Cube. All the reply was 'no stock'. I also bought myself a dark blue and light blue yarn balls for my stitching activity. After that, my mom drove us to SUPA SAVE for a quick shopping. Didn't buy much except fruits and tempura powder! I didn't know they sell foodstuffs direct from Japan! (Of course through a wholesaler la...)

Back home, I felt a bit dizzy but managed it with a cold bath. A quick dinner and I tried stitching. Stitching is not easy! My fingers were all 'covered in yarn ball' state. Felt a bit numb actually.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Holiday season

At exactly 11am today, my exams for o level is officially finished.

Happy or not is not really a word to describe my feelings. It's 'undefine'.

Now, the holiday check list:

  • Manage about 20 websites that I join (games, forum, profile, etc)
  • Loose 40 pounds in these holidays (Wish me luck!)
  • Research career requirements
  • Clean my room (so far only 10% done. Ugh... eyesore! X-( )
  • Study languages
  • Type in Chinese

That's all I can think off. If you wanna chat with me, please do so~ See y'all~

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Armistice of WWI

Today marks the 90th anniversary of the First World War. At this hour (11 AM) of the eleventh day of the eleventh month signified the end of the terrible war.

In some countries of the world, they honour the dead by having this day as the public holiday.

Veteran's Day is the annual American holiday honouring the military veterans.
Armistice Day is the anniversary of the symbolic end of World War I in Europe.
Remembrance Day commemorate the sacrifices of members of the armed forces and of civilians in times of war in the Commonwealth.

Friday, November 7, 2008

1st November Post

I don't know where to start...

This afternoon's Geography paper was all right. There's one question where I thought I am actually answering an Economics question rather than geography paper! It's asking about 'market town' and 'regional centre'. Huh?

Two days ago my cousin Jean stopped by. It's been ages since I saw her and I don't remember the last time I saw her. We both don't even remember! Thanks to her, I know how to 'hack' some stuffs. (Not telling what!)

Recently I downloaded a lot using Torrent. I never know that sometimes downloading using torrents can be quite a speed.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

another half way to go

Biology paper earlier was SO unexpected! I thought it was going to be all difficult but hey, paradigm works sometimes! ;-) I had a feeling that I am going to miss Biology cause my 'ambition' had not much of biology.

I played Burger Shop 30 minutes ago. Reached level 21. It's not even half way! I wanna beat my sis who scored all PERFECT score. Not easy la! Customers wants this food with that serving and sorts. I watched my sis played last night and it just gets harder each level. If only I had a mouse...

I wonder what Physics practical is about...Hmm...

Yesterday I found a website where it sell CDs at a cheap price!!! WOW!!!!! I felt like I want to apply a credit card, store about $500 in it and BUY, BUY, BUY CDs!!! They even have CDs sold at bargain prices! If only I had a credit card somewhere...I want to break my record of shopping CDs of $300 in a single receipt... Just wait..

Everynight I looked at the prospectus of The Kilmore International School. I imagined myself at that school and experience a different culture. *daydream* Dreams do come true, right?

Saturday, October 25, 2008

half way there...

So far I only did 2 practical papers for my GCE O Level. No kidding! Will be sitting for BM, Bio and Physics Practical next week. Then less than a week break and it's all gonna be hell! 7 days non stop of exams! (minus Sunday I think... Hmm... I think 7 days.. lazy to check!)

Il DIVO's 4th album, The Promise will be coming out on this November 10th. (One of my teacher's birthday too!) Here's the cover :

Handsome men with stunning suits, no? ;-)

Below is their #1 track of the new album, The Power Of Love (La Fuerza Mayor). It's actually a cover version of Frankie Goes to Hollywood song of the 1984.

Wanna sing along? (Lyrics not complete!)

Yo te protegere de tus miedos
soy tu principe azul
angel del cielo
no hay mas que temer

Hoy como ayer siempre me vas a tener
solo importa tu amor
aqui estoy

La fuerza mayor
esta en el amor
es interior
La meta es darlo deberas
mostrarlo sin razon
con el corazon

Te prometo que te cuidare
y para amarte solo vivire
cuando triste estes alli estare
con este inmenso amor que
yo siento por ti y nunca lloraras
tu seras lo unico

La fuerza mayor
esta en el amor
es interior
La meta es darlo deberas mostrarlo
con el corazon

La fuerza mayor
esta en el amor
es interior
La meta es darlo deberas
mostrarlo sin razon
con el corazon

Some picx we took at Soon Lee~! (I forgot the date!)

Tasha, Sie Ying, me, Feeqa, Rose and Kavitha

Irsyad, Khai, Bnu, Hilmi and E1

The following pics were taken at the tuition's place. Definitely the best day at any tuition place ever!

Tiffany and I wanted to become ambassadors of SEASON

A group picture of my friends. I did w-inds.'s 'W'

Me, Denise and Tiffany with 'peace'

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

when will it ever be last...?

I keep on telling myself that it'll be the last post for this month but it NEVER seems to be the last, does it?

Monday (13 Oct) - Tuition place had a party... All sorts of food and lotsa picx taken. There's a nice pic taken but not sharing XP

Today - Went to SEAMEO VOCTECH in Gadong for a talk about The Kilmore International School (Yes, red stands out everything in that school). Late for 30 minutes for the talk! Totally LOVE the school!

Speaking of the school, I want to go there and study! Planned out my subjects for A Levels/Diploma.

G.P or ICLSE or whatever....

Subjects to change without notice... HAHA.. I'm quitting all the sciences! Seriously! I hate facts that I don't like. Sorry sciences! It IS VERY INTERESTING to learn science coz everything in this universe have to do with sciences but I am not interested in facts that I don't like. Get me?

At any rate, I will do my best for the sciences for this coming O Levels.

Which the practicals and BIOLOGY papers next week and next 2 weeks! Then the others!

Gotta get the adrenaline pumping and stress level to the max!

~All the best to all candidates!~

P.S. I found this at one of my friend's blog. This is SO frickin' cool!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

last day of school... (Time flies!)

Oh my god! Principal just announced *last minute* at the auditorium that today is the last day of school.

Woah... It took me 5 seconds to realise "5 years in PJN" Well, technically I still come back once in a while, hopefully. *wink*

5 years... and O Levels is in 10 days?!?!?!

Wish me all the best!

Oh! w-inds. did perform in the Asia Song Festival! Like I am the last to know??? And Wu Chun is coming to Brunei on the 16th October!!! I want to go see him!!!!!!!!!!!! lol Why am I dragging these??

*Release stress* The guys did that in Biology earlier... haha!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

12 more days to first practical paper of O Levels

I counted that I have exactly 12 days for my very first GCE O Level paper! Chemistry Practical!!!

*gulp* I haven't really gone through everything yet!

Edited the template with 'Title' in it. Didn't know can do that until I accidentally opened up a skin at

I missed JPop!!!

*sigh* Can platonic friends stay together as platonic friends forever?

Monday, October 6, 2008

The Hero Inside You

I was about to return this book of mine that I borrowed from the school library until I decided to return it again for the next 2 days or so. Let me share to you what courage is. Well, rather, quotes from people.

"The courage of life is often a less-dramatic spectacle than the courage of a final moment; but it is no less than a magnificent mixture of triumph and tragedy."
President John F. Kennedy

"Courage is very important. Like a muscle, it is strengthened by use."
Ruth Gordon, actress

"Courage is not simply one of the virtues, but the form of every virtue at the testing point"
C. S. Lewis, author

"Real heroes are men who fall and fail and are flawed, but win out in the end because they've stayed true to their ideals and beliefs and commitments."
Kevin Costner, actor

"The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes short again and again, who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows achievement and who at the worst if he fails while daring greatly so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat."
President Theodore Roosevelt

"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the place. you are able to say to yourself, 'I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' You must do the thing you think you can do."
First Lady Eleanor Roosevelt

"Courage and perseverance have a magical talisman, before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish into air."
President John Quincy Adams

"Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once."
William Shakespeare, English playwright

"When the first Superman movie came out, I was frequently asked, 'What is a hero?' My answer was that a hero is someone who commits a courageous action without considering the consequences... Now my definition is completely different. I think a hero is an ordinary individual who finds strength to preserve and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles."
Christopher Reeves, actor, spinal cord-injury victim, activist

"Courage is being scared to death... and saddling up anyway."
John Wayne, actor

Saturday, October 4, 2008

90s music

Suddenly I wanted to listen back all those 90s music. Seriously, today's music is much more of total crap!

I'll share what I found and watched at youtube. Trust me, 90s music rules.

The Moffatts - Girl of my Dreams

Late 90's Pop - Boy Bands, Girl Groups & Tween Singers (Part 1)

Late 90's Pop - Boy Bands, Girl Groups & Tween Singers (Pt2)

O-Town All or Nothing

Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply

98 Degrees - Because of You

Emilia - Big Big World

Of course, not forgetting....

HANSON - Mmmbop!!!

Friday, October 3, 2008

Selamat Hari Raya (Chinese Text)

I'm blogging in Chinese after my real post gone through major changes due to some inaccuracy of language usage. See if you can read and understand. XP




开心是因为考试也要到了,然后呢 亲戚们都没想到我们一家来拜访。







天得到青包也像新年得到的那么多。。 其实,我都没有想到会得到青包为我长得好像20岁的人!我可以说如果一个人看起来只有18岁的话,连青包都没得拿!算我还是很幸运吧!


That's all =)

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Selamat Hari Raya~

First and foremost,



I wish all Muslim a wonderful Eid celebration wherever you are. I seek forgiveness to all who I had offended in any way.

But serious to say, I am in no mood for Raya this year. Not because of the coming GCE O Level this year, but something else...

My new fiction : My Story ; My Life
Take a look at least, okie? Reviews and criticisms are welcome!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

One week update

I had my new haircut today! I love it! Here are the quickies:

22/9 Monday

  • 5SC2 sungkai at Ayamku Seafood restaurant. Also bought HANSON The Walk CD.
23/9 Tuesday

  • Did homework 'unwillingly' (I forced myself...)
24/9 Wednesday

  • Borrowed 'If You Could See Me Now' by Cecelia Ahern and 'The Hero Inside of You' by Zullo Bovsun from school's library.
25/9 Thursday

  • 9 more months before I stop growing!!!
  • Finished 'If You Could See Me Now' in 2 days! I love the book!!!
26/9 Friday & 27/9 Saturday

  • Baked Chocolate Fudge (Sweeeet~!~!)

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Last of the last

I promise myself that today would be the last I go online or using the laptop. After this, probably once a week or zilch (zero). And I hate to put up the "hiatus" flag.

O Levels are coming in about a month (minus sleeping time, eating time, pondering time, etc.. the list goes on, doesn't it?) I am, serious to say, half prepared with some of the subjects.

I had been in distress mode lately. It's like thinking about the fate of myself after O levels is terrifying. What if I didn't do well and ended up on a path that I might not like? At first maybe diploma would do good but after reflecting on my childhood, A Levels is where I want to go.

Surely I need kill my ass off for O Levels

So many thoughts and doubts just keep on bombarding my brain. If only I can just remove all of them and just focus on the O Levels. My instincts telling me that this year is a road down to hell.

I should forget everything : aznmedia forum which I longed left but will go back, neopets (1 million dollars stashed in bank account~! 10% interest!), Mannequins blog (Even my teacher advised me not to update it...), fiction which had been on HIATUS, youtube where all sorts of my subscription updates, The Movies where I am the 'director' of the game, eveything!!!! Be selfish once in a while.

But I won't leave out these (Okay, maybe I can't forget everything) :

MMMBop Acoustic Version on the Middle of Nowhere 10th Anniversary Concert

Mmm Bop -Live At The Fillmore

I'll miss SO many things and people ;-)

"Bersusah susah dahulu, bersenang senang kemudian"

I'll mmmbop my self all the way!!!!!!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

A day at the hospital

Every time when I wanted to post something, it always disappear. But I guess its just me who doesn't know what to post. Well, they are always personal stuffs but best keep it to self, yeah? ;-)

I just came back from the hospital. I must say, BRUNEI needs more doctors and pharmacist!

That time when I was in the blood bank, I saw like 4 - 5 Indian doctors (I think they are all gynecologist). Then today when I was checking at the outpatients, my doctor was Vietnamese or was it from Myanmar? The dispensary area is always crowded, Okay, maybe KB is a small town but I can tell you that hundreds of people everyday are taking medicines back home. Imagine 2 counters with 50+ people waiting to claim their medicines. Even in the blood bank area, the moment 8 o clock strikes, 50+ people will need to get their blood tested. There are only 2 hematologists taking your blood out. Then, the optical areas. (The place where you get your eyes checked, I forgot the name) A lot of people there as well!

Nope, I am not complaining. Yes, I may sound like I am complaining but the core is this : Management. If management is not there, the problems would be even worse. So far, it has been good. A lot of sections had improved. I mean, why should I complain? Thanks to His Majesty that as a resident of this country, we do not need to pay medical or surgery bills. I guess Brunei really need more manpower in the medical field. Locals, especially. But of course, not everyone can work on this field. It really requires guts and good intelligence.

I wanna be a doctor but it all depends how well I can do for my Biology, yeah? (I know some of the Form 5 students are like =_=)

I just realise that it had been SO long since I listen to JPop and JRock and Visual-kei. There's one time when someone (Nope, I am not telling who) thought that he/she is SO good with his/her typical genre of music that this person criticize MY favourite band! I mean, hello??? I started listening to them since my kindergarten years and you, you only started listening to YOUR typical genre when you were in your high school? You know, kindergarten and high school IS A BIG GAP (Totally!!!). So don't think you're SO good in music! I hate to say this but I was quite down a bit. Since it is the fasting month, I forgave you. If you think you're the one, yeah. ( WMP playing "MMMBop by HANSON~!~!" )

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Surprises for the day

This morning a good friend of mine texted me. I don't think he'll look at this blog but I was so surprised by it. =) None of my friends know who 'that friend' is but I'll just leave it. Like what Datuk Siti sang, "Biarlah Rahsia..." (My favourite song!)

I checked my results for International Competitions and Assessments for Schools at the website. I am so happy because....


I only slept for 4 hours in total today but I don't feel sleepy. I wonder why... Well, I jammed 'The Movies' like 4 hours until 3am, then power nap for about 30 minutes before I ate morning breakfast.

It's only yesterday I wrote down my homework list.

  • Biology & Physics Past Year
  • Chemistry Pre GCE O Level 2007
  • Additional Maths
  • BM
  • English June 2005

Okay... It may NOT be a lot but I felt like I wanna delay them a liiiiiiitle bit longer...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

MY favourite song, Pink Spider. I admire this 11 year old Japanese drummer. He sure knows how to cover this song well!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

2/3 Day

Poor Tasmanian Devil today... Feeqa actually stuffed my Tasmanian Devil bag into her bag! lol I didn't notice she did that behind me while I was busy doing Additional Maths. No wonder Feeqa kept on smiling earlier... NO ONE WILL KIDNAP MY TASMANIAN DEVIL!!!!

I went to Pustaka Remaja to buy some stationeries. Wen Yee noticed me at the store. She bought a gift for her teacher.

I can't believe that I spent $9.85 (without tax) on :

  • Soft Plastic Ruler 5"
  • PILOT RexGrip 0.7 Pen
  • PILOT BPS Pen (Just a blue ink pen)
  • 100'S A4 EXAM PAD
  • LION (Rooooooaaaaar) ERASER EXAM
  • CHILDERAN'S STICKER (I wonder how come the shop couldn't spell 'children' right)

I love this G'EARTH Test Pad. The cover read :

"To save our Earth, we must take good care of our environment. Protect all living things. Reduce waste. Re-use and Recycle and always try to purchase recycled products like this one: a4 Examination Pad"

So next time if you're downtown shopping for any examination pad, look for this one. The one with brown cover and green words. Worth your money.

I'm SOOOOO happy that DJ Izan (I know I spell it wrongly) of the Pilihan FM played HANSON's MMMBop for me!!!! Well, it is a track from the 90s. Right now I tried to find their song but it's just SOO difficult!!! Anyone please share me links to Hanson's MMMBop song? :-)

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


Congratz Mike for your upcoming marriage~! If only I could go... ;-( [Talking about thousands of miles...]

Anyway, I scored 6 'O' and my VERY first time scoring a credit for Additional Maths! (Talking about a year and a half of studying)

I have to redo the whole Japanese report and start the School Leaver's Page.... haiz..

Wednesday, September 3, 2008


OMG!!! As I was clicking through MSN's Entertainment section, there's this Where Are They Now link. Like, as I was browsing through, there's this 90s band.


I was like, "OMG, they grow a lot! They are now proud daddies!!!" Seriously, the 1st song (and last) was 'MMMBop' (Okay... back then I didn't know the title of this song but I remember all the 'bobs')

This song really brings back my good ol music memories...

MMMBop lyrics

Oh Oh

Oh, Oh

Oh Yeah

You have so many relationships in this life,
But only one or two will last.
You go through all the pain and strife,
Then you turn your back and they're gone so fast.

Oh yeah. And They're gone so fast. yeah

Oh, so hold on to the ones who really care,
In the end they'll be the only ones there.
When you get old and start losing your hair,
Can you tell me who will still care?
Can you tell me who will still care?

Oh, oh yeah, yeah!


MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
yeah eh yeah
MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
yeah eh yeah

said Oh yeah, in an MMMBop they're gone. Yeah.
yeah eh yeah

Plant a seed, plant a flower, Plant a rose,
You can plant any one of those.
Keep planting to find out which one grows.
It's a secret no one knows.
It's a secret no one knows.
Oh, 'oes no one knows.

MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
yeah eh yeah
MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
yeah eh yeah

in an MMMbop theyre gone,
In an MMMbop there not there
in an MMMbop theyre gone,
In an MMMbop there not there

Until you lose your hair,
oh oh, But ya dont care

yeah yeh

MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
yeah eh yeah
MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo

e yeah e

Eh can ya tell me, Oh,
You Know you can but you dont know

can ya tell me, Oh yeah
You Say you can but you dont know

Can ya tell me?
Ohhh, You Know you can but you dont know
(in background/alternate [ib/a]: Can you tell me which flower's going to grow)

Can ya tell me?
You Say you can but you dont know
(ib/a: Can you tell me if it's going to be a daisy or a rose)

can ya tell me?
You say you can but you dont know
(ib/a: Can you tell me which flower's going to grow)

Can you tell me?
You say you can but ya dont knoww,
you say you can but you don't know

You dont know huh
dont know whoa oh a whoaa, Oh

Doo ba
Doo Ba
Yeah e Yeah

MMMbop Ohh yeah
Doo ba
Doo Ba
Oh yeah e

MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
yeah eh yeah
MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
oh oh a whoa
MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
oh a whoa
MMMbop tick a ta ba do ba
dubi da ba do ba
tick a ta ba doo
ohh yeah e yeah e

2nd Sungkai Buffet

I just came back from WYWY (again...) Met some PJNers but I wonder if they saw me or not...

There were plain rice, fried rice, long beans, fried chicken, buttermilk fish, curry chicken, agar-agar jelly, cakes, fried kue teuw (yummy yummy!), rojak, kurma, etc...

Today, at least I'm not as bloated as yesterday... Still, I cannot digest anything right now...

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

1st Sungkai

I just came back from WYWY free sungkai buffet. My tummy is SO loaded with food. I actually skipped tuition! Gosh... The free sungkai buffet is for today and tomorrow only.

There were plain rice, pineapple with rice, long beans, beef, fish slices, chicken with some sauce, another type of fried chicken, agar-agar jelly, pandan cake, rojak, kurma (duh...), fried kueh teuw, soup with lotsa mushroom, etc...

Right now I'm so bloated, I don't feel like doing anything... Ugh...

GLAY - I Love You wo Sagashiteru PV

I really love them~! GLAY daisuki!

Monday, September 1, 2008

1st September


Glücklicher Geburtstag Bill und Tom! Ich liebe Bill und Tom Kaulitz!!! :-)

90s music

Saturday night was my 90s night. Seriously, I played all those 90s music CDs.

  • Backstreetboys (Some pirated CDs but it's all the 90s boyband songs)
  • AQUA (1st album -AQUARIUM - 1997)
  • Jennifer Lopez (1st album - On the 6 - 1999)
  • Shania Twain (3rd album - Come On Over - 1997)
  • Westlife (1st album - Westlife - 1999)

"Music knows no boundaries"
quoted by Urs Buhler of Il DIVO

I remembered waaaaaay back to 1996/7 when everytime I come back from kindergarten school, the first channel I would turn to would be MTV. Yeah, MTV, not Cartoon Network.

Then my first boyband and girlband : Backstreet boys and Spice Girls.

I fell in love with Nick (until now, heh) of BSB since their 2nd single, As Long As You Love Me. I dunno why... Maybe because he's that cute, innocent boy that sings the first line of the song. Even until this day, I still sing that song. (By request of my friend, you know who you are, hehe)

Then comes Spice Girl. Girl Power!!! I think the song was Wannabe. "Oh...Tell me what you want, what you really really want..." Haha

AQUA - Right now listening to Barbie Girl. "I'm a Barbie Girl, in a Barbie World. Life in plastic. It's fantastic. You can brush my hair, undress me anywhere, imagination, life is your creation..." Haha!!!

Saturday, August 30, 2008

I had a bad day

Sources told me that English Oral is a million times harder than the school's qualifying orals. *gulp*

I messed up a lot this month. I won't talk about it.

Thanks Newl for everything

Friday, August 29, 2008

You Make Me Want To Be A Man

I really wanna tell you something
This is just the way I am
I really wanna tell you something, but I can't
You make me want to be a man
Arguments that have no meaning
This is just the way I am
You really wanna tell me something, but you can't
You make me want to be a man

Utada - You Make Me Want To Be A Man (Chorus)

My baby, there's something you should know
About me, before you propose
Although we have known each other for quite a while

Whenever you need me
I'm gonna try to make it through to you
But I'm not always ready to
When you are not watching
I prepare myself for you
But I worry that I might have been misunderstood

I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you
I can be lazy but I'll try not to
Maybe I'm not a very honest person
Right now you're sure that you love me
But are you really sure that you know all about me
Up and down and down down down down we go

My baby, a lot could happen before tomorrow
Think about the pain before you take another dose
Who knows if it could be good for you after all

Whatever you give me
I'm gonna try to give you something new
Not something you've already chewed
When you are not watching
I prepare myself for you
Because this could be good

What's buggin' you
I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you
I can be crazy when I don't want to
Maybe I'm not a very honest person
What if I don't want a baby yet
Is it okay if I'm not cute and naive
Up and down and down down down down we go

This could be good
So I gotta tell you, I wanna tell you
You can be shady... Whatcha goin' through?
Maybe you're not a very honest person
You say you're sure that you love me
How could that be when you keep so much from me
Turn the tables 'round, "round and 'round we go

Right now you're sure that you love me
But are you really ready to know more about me
Up and down and down, 'round and 'round and 'round
Where do we go

Utada - About Me lyrics

I'm am lost right now...