Thursday, December 31, 2009

New Years Eve

Currently at my cousin's place. The connection here is like 'snail'.
Earlier afternoon all of us went to my cousin's place. We stopped by Supa Save to buy some stuffs. Ice cream. ^^

Then my aunt dropped us at C A Mohammad to eat murtabak. She said there very delicious. Heh... ==" So ordered murtabak telur and teh tarik.

After that left to my cousin's place. Watched a lot of satellite TVs. Most of it are like CMs. I saw Kohaku news!!! AKB48, Ayumi Hamasaki, Tohoshinki are among the performers for this year's Kohaku.


Printscreened this while I watched the making of Sakura Tsukiyo. I like their pose ^^

Message to Lin


你好!我是丽莎。 我是来之汶莱。私わブルネイ人です。v(^-^)v

我常常都來到你的部落格(ブログ), 希望你会用华文来打你的文章。 哈哈!因为我读不懂日语。。・゚゚・(≧д≦)・゚゚・。

虽然我无法的去看你们的LIVE,我祝你们团体SYNSIDE成功!希望2010年是你们成功的一年! (^∇^)


希望我能收到你的REPLY,可是让你读这MESSAGE我很开心了 (=⌒▽⌒=)

I sent a message to Lin through this blog. I hope he will reply me, although I am sure he will read what I wrote. If he replied, I'd faint! haha! XDXDXD

The Last Day of 2009

So I'm just going to type whatever that fills in my head. I guess it's going random.

2009 is probably the 'stress' year, yet filled with fun and hardship. When I looked through my blog, of course, there are just so many things I didn't really blog in. I mean, there are just some things I am afraid to blog in.

But anyways, life in College is HELL. Just about 4 hours ago when I told my mom about next week school reopening, all those images of homeworks and tests and exams filled in my brain. Those jargons of sentences and texts and phrases. Suddenly I am afraid of going back to school.
But to think that I just need to pull through for about 11 months, after that it's FREEDOM til university. So it's 10 months of studying til my ass off versus procrastination + chances of not going overseas.

I know 2010 would definitely be a tough year for me as I am going to sit for my A Levels. *gulp* The expectations are there. All I have to do is 'study and score'. Funny that whenever I wanted to be serious I tend to slack off from my purpose.

I don't want that happen again. I mean all the years I had been 'slacking off' and starting tomorrow onwards, I am going to change. Well, hopefully. It's for my own future. No one can study for me, no one can sit my exams for me. I am what I am.

There are a lot of plans going on for me. I mean, there are decisions to decide as to whether I am going to join the debate thingy again or not. A lot of seniors said second year is damn tough than the first. I don't know.

Then I need to decide on how to apply a scholarship to Japan. **Whee** I remembered Ms UK & Mrs Imelda said I have the potential to go for MINDEF scholarship (which means straight As, no exception). I haven't done much thinking about MINDEF cause the requirements = tedious.
I wanted to apply the Japanese one so that I can attend all those one-man lives and buy singles+albums because my interest is Japan. I don't want to go to United Kingdom for my degrees. Why? Cause it's too 'common'. Too 'common' like a lot of students go to UK. I want to be 'different', even though it will affect my future, which is another thing I have to think throughly.

All these thinking stuffed my brain like STACKED RUBBISH. Layla always said this. Haha!

All in all 2010 is a challenging year. I mentally told myself that I need to leave the 'visual kei world' (all those updates, new songs, etc...) if I want to do even better. That's like forcing myself to give up my interest for 11 months. I doubt it'll happen cause, I mean, I can't just give up everything! Maybe limiting is the word. Yeah, I need to limit my 'fandom' for a long moment. I believe it's for the better.

I am not gifted with a smart brain like I wish I had. So I guess it's up to me to create my own history in 2010.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Ups & Downs of 2009

2009 is almost over. A lot of things & events happened throughout this year. Listed down some stuffs that I recalled.

1. I dropped Mathematics. I just couldn't take Mechanics.

2. Owned Utada & BSB newest albums. xD

3. Death of Michael Jackson & Jasmine You of Versailles.

4. Bands that I once listened/still listening/heard of disbanded. They are:

LUPO LABEL & bergerac - 12-09

since1889 & sectMa - 01-08

176BIZ - 17-03

Black:List - January

Hime ichigo - 09-12

5. Joined Bridging Minds and got 'Best Performer Award'.

6. Received a Peta from Ryouga ^^

7. Failed ONCE for this entire school year, inclusive of homework marks, topical tests and exams. (And vow not to fail in 2010)

8. My nails were long. About 1cm long. Broke my own record.

9. I cosplayed Isshi of Kagrra, . Cosplayed failed.

10. I did my very first album review. It's on the GazettE's DIM.

11. Miko-chan and I promised each other to go to Japan one day! Oh-my-God! I can't wait for that day to come!!! The one-man lives, splurge... Ahh~ Thinking about it just made me smile! =)

12. Did my own weird Halloween makeup. =D

13. Said did not want to take AS but took it anyways. I hope I'll get A.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

No rice

Today no rice were served. Just ate bread and noodles.

Feels so weird for not having rice. Just something 'off'.

It's good too, I guess.



Seeing the picture above made me smile wide. =)

Phantasmagoria is going to perform again!!!


IORI?!?! What ever happened to your hair?! I don't really like it ==" Your not that charming prince anymore~ haha... JUN looks nice. Well, at least your trademark pink hair is there ^^ Riku... Hmm... Nothing much change. I like your hair though. Why can't Iori's hair be lke yours??? No more blue hair for Matoi, but his 'mean' eyes are there. Sweet~ KISAKI-sama!!! You are just beautiful!

They were removed from their 'Disbanded' page under UCP. I wonder if Kisaki is planning a REVIVAL for them? Ahhh!!! MY FAVOURITE VKEI BAND IS GOING TO PERFORM AGAIN!

Monday, December 28, 2009

JaME Votes!

Click here to vote!

I'm excited~

Artist of the Year


Album of the Year
Quite hard for this one! I have either 'Utada - This Is The One' or 'the GazettE - DIM' to pick on. In the end I picked Utada - This Is The One.

Single of the Year


Concert/Event of the Year

An Cafe in London

Surprises of the Year

Definitely SUGIZO joining X JAPAN. When I heard of it, I was like "WHAT??????" Seriously a BIG surprise for me!

Dissapointment of the Year

Various musicians passing away: Jasmine You (Versailles), Kaori Kawamura (Sorrow, solo), Masahiro Shimura (fujifabric), Kiyoshiro Imawano (RC Succession, solo), Futoshi Abe (THEE MICHELLE GUN ELEPHANT)

Needless to say, I half grieve Jasmie You's passing til today.

KAT-TUN Frenzy

D/l KAT-TUN singles. Got all their 4 albums liao.

I'm going to buy your stuffs one day! Just wait.. T_T

So much for a hang out...

Yeah, it's all bad timing too. With the government payday coming in, for sure families want to bring their kids out. I can't blame that. Besides, who doesn't procrastinate their homework til this last few days before school?

And there goes my phone credit. About $2+ gone, so much for a meeting. Why can't I at least get a reply or MAYBE AT LEAST A MISSED CALL that said "I received your text message"? Yeah, texting your boyfriend or girlfriend all day and night you have the credit but when it comes to a missed call which doesn't EVEN COST A CENT you are being a lazybone and not even bother to do so. What the hell?

I appreciate those who replied my texts and telling me reasons why you couldn't make it today. Thanks a bunch.

To those who don't, and I doubt you are reading this coz you are being M.I.A (missing in action), well, I'm dissapointed.

Maybe I shouldn't even bother this shit.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Today's Day

Today was probably a shitty day.

Woke up in the morning to find that I only have yogurt for breakfast. Okay, that's not that bad. Went to the market. Wanted to buy those oily food which are delicious but didn't because mom was like "No you cannot buy" face.

Then after lunch went to buy two pairs of shoes. A pair of high heels and flat heels. I wasn't allowed to buy high heels because "you don't know how to wear them". It's kinda true.

The worst: I had a haircut. I told the lady to cut my front hair straight, like this:

But instead it turned out bad. FUGLY (F*cking + Ugly). It's too damn short! I said before the brows but maybe I should have said right on the brows.... AHHHH!!! Cut thin my hair ahh... Maybe should not have asked it. It's too frickin' thin! How am I going to curl like HIZAKI? Hopefully by the time that hair is long it's going to be thicker than current state.

So I guess that's the worst haircut I ever have.



One more week til school reopens.

I am SO not ready to go to school!


Saturday, December 26, 2009

Another peta!

Whee~ I got another peta from Riu of GEEK. ^^

So I FINALLY deleted ALL those songs that I never listened. =\ I think I cleared off 2GB of music that I never listened.

Don't simply download =\

Still I have TONNES of files to clear! It's too hard and demanding... haha

Recycle ALL!

After all those time of clearing those unwanted papers, it's time to recycle them.

Arrived at the recycling centre.

Cute doggy ^^

In the midst if those papers...

Found this! Took it home without the people there knowing xD

All those papers we recycled weighed about 480kg. That's about 10 years of papers collection if you ask me.

What is Visual kei?

View that video above and understand visual kei more. =D There are English subs so don't worry about JRockers aspeaking Japanese

Friday, December 25, 2009

X'mas Dinner (sort of...)

Went to my mom's friend's place for X'mas dinner. It was okay la... There's no one that I know there so quite bored. We left about 1 1/2 hours later, receicing this:

My X'mas prezzie. It's just snacks.



One man army vs 2 troops




The afternoon so far

Slept at 4am after going online. I think I kinda woke up my sis. She said something about "Light exposure at night can cause cancer" Maybe she means light from mobile phone.. No idea...

Woke up at 12.30pm. I wanted to have brunch but the road to kitchen was blocked, especially to get the food. T_T But in the end I did ate.

So I'm stuck at the living room. My cousins came over. Had a long chat with them.


I had watched the PVs of w-inds.'s 'New World' & 'Truth ~Saigo no shinjitsu~'. <3 the vids! It's like those R&B dances + feel. Thanks to the songs, I feel like dancing everytime I listen to them.

Then watched SINCREA's 'White X'mas' PV & the making of the PV. The PV was okay.. It's very 'still' most of the time. But I like how the snow comes in. The making made me love those boys~ It's so funny! The boys showed their dorky sides. Cute. ;D

Last was Vidoll's 'Eve'. When I saw the preview, there was a women. Warning: Fangirl mode. Skip this if you can't bear THERE WAS A WOMAN IN THE PV!!! NOOO! The last few singles had been having female 'actors' like the one in Puzzle Ring & Cryptic Tokyo. And now Eve too?! Well at least in Eve the furthest Jui & the girl went was just touching the hand without showing their faces. If they do show their faces + holding each other's hand, I AM GOING TO KILL HER! JUI IS MINE!

The PV, nothing much. I like everyone dressed in black though.

Japanese X'mas Songs


SINCREA - X'mas Day

KAT-TUN - White X'mas

L'Arc-en-Ciel - Hurry X'mas

w-inds. - Yakusoku no Kakera

Ayumi Hamasaki & Gackt - Itsuka no Merry Christmas

Bearbear X'mas greeting



New blog layout!

It's been a LONG while since I changed a blog layout. Trust me, it wasn't easy finding one.

Ended up I found this.


Not to mention it's pink

Like it? Comment at cbox! =D

Thursday, December 24, 2009


the GazettE 'A HYMN OF THE CRUCIFIXION' is today.

*sigh* Lucky fans get to spend their X'mas Eve with the GazE boys..

Me? Well... No one.



X JAPAN is going to the States!


They're going to be in Hollywood! Aaah!

It's scheduled on 9th January 2010.

If I'm in America, I am sure going, even if there is heavy snow whatsoever!

SYNSIDE Guitar Picks~

Uaaa~ *_*

Pic taken from Lin's blog.

I want 1 even if I don't play a guitar

On the guitar pick is written:

"Reward be the pain


Reward be the pain? I don't get it... Pain is the reward huh?

Is it 1 one of those Master Yoda's English?

Or those 'funny-but-understandable-English' that Japanese rockers tend to use in Engrish lyrics?

Oh well... =\


Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Bearbear met Santa?

"Mommy mommy! I saw Santa Claus!"

"Oh..." *disbelief* "Where did you see Santa?"

"In my dream last night!"

...... (No comment)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

the GazettE DIM SCENE Tour09

IT'S OUT! GAAAH! I wanna watch!

For sure I can't


If I just have a laptop my 2009 will end just nice!

No laptop = SUCK BIG TIME

Realisation of Life

Today only slept about 4 hours. Went to the hospital. Today is the longest stay at the hospital ever! Finished at around 11.30am.

My grandma went to the eye clinic. It's confirm that she has cataract. The right eye is more serious than the left. I don't know what to say. The cause is because of diabetes. It's just too scary. According to the medical file, she has it in 2006 but she said she was not informed by the doctor then. Now I believe in human mismanagement. Damn.

Then it hit me. I gotta take care of my health before something worse hit me. It's tough being what I am. I sometimes told myself that if I don't start controlling, I am soon dying.

I mean, getting your doses of medicine from the pharmacy, especially from the PHY (which means those who are being treated with specific illnesses) is not funny. Seen those patients with HUGE amount of medicines, from a dozen or two of needles to big boxes of tablets, it's frightening.

Prevention is better than cure

Monday, December 21, 2009

Pink evening sky

Kono sora wa kirei desu ne~

It's the 4th time I cried

不知道为什么只要一看VERSAILLES团体的SERENADE MV,眼泪就会不由得掉下来。

应该是那团体打Bass的Jasmine You。






Jasmine You过世时才三十岁。




'Straight Through My Heart', the song I am listening to

It's 2.35 AM.

Earlier I was hardcore with my phone that I didn't realise the battery level.

It was left 4%.

Which means I broke my own record for having the flat battery power!

Last time was 5%! Whee~

As I am typing this, my phone is in charging mode.

Plus, listening to BSB This Is Us album.

<3 them SO much! XD

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Chinese post




去之前我吩咐她买我最喜欢的 专辑。




Teru of Versailles

Last night (or rather today) I had a dream on Teru

It's exactly that face appeared in my dream!

I can't recall much but I think the whole band of Versailles too appeared.

Kawaai Teru! ^3^

Saturday, December 19, 2009


Got a lamb plushie & BSB newest 'This Is Us' album! YEAY!

Thanks to sis for buying the BSB album at Melbourne~ ILU! xD


So empty

Friday, December 18, 2009


The 'thing' above is a mameshiba.

It's a green bean with a face of a dog.


Reno said that IV had that mameshiba face. XD

ViViD New Single!


3rd Single - Across The Border
Release Date - 2010.02.17

Limited Edition Type A (CD + DVD)
1890円 (Tax in)

#1 - Across The Border

#2 - 夢ノミチシルベ (Yume no Michishirube)

Across The Border MUSIC CLIP

Limited Edition Type B (CD + Booklet)
1890円 (Tax in)

#1 - Across The Border

#2 - Feast of the Moon

#3 - 夢ノミチシルベ (Yume no Michishirube)

A 12-page booklet

Normal Edition (CD) 1575円 (Tax in)

#1 - Across The Border

#2 - トワイライト (Twilight)

#3 - 夢ノミチシルベ (Yume no Michishirube)

Source: Brand-X

OMG! I can't wait!

the GazettE

Found this picture while surfing the net.

Is it me or those GazE boys are hot!

And stylish too ^^

They all look tall in that pic even though Ruki is the shortest xD

5.30pm - Russian

In addition to my 'History Wall', I had added another timeline.

It's 'The Russian Revolution (1900 - 1927)'.

Even though I posted it at my wall, I have the slightest feeling that my tutor won't be teaching the Russian Revolution.

I don't know...

There's only one thin textbook on it so it should be 'short' compared to the others but I have problems with Russian names.

No offence but its kinda difficult.

Maybe I just need extra reading.

Time waits for no man

It's just too scary to think that the week after Christmas is New Year.

Then 4 days later school sessions will start.

And then we are Seniors in the college.


I seriously hate being hungry after midnight

Luckily there is food to consume

1 more week until X'mas~ [Bearbear's POV]

"Mommy, mommy!"

"Yes, Bearbear?"

"Christmas is 1 more week! Yeay! Bearbear can't wait!"

"Bearbear can't wait?"

"Bearbear can't wait for Santa Claus to give me presents!"

"Oh... *chuckles* Has Bearbear been good this year?"

"I behave well this year, mommy! What will happen if Bearbear did not behave well?"

"Then Santa Claus will not give Bearbear presents. Santa does not give presents to naughty kids."

"I hope Santa does give me present! Bearbear wants presents~"

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Happy birthdays!

L-R: Ryuichi, Keita, Ryohei

I cannot believe that I almost forgot!

Yesterday was Ryuichi's bday!

And today is Keita's bday!

Gaah! Happy birthday (and belated) boys!


Isn't she he pretty?

*sigh* If only I am that pretty~ Jealously rage

I want to cosplay HIZAKI one day!!!

The Origins of WW I & WW II (1871-1941)

The moment I look at that 2 metre high papers, the more fear I have.

School is opening soon!

There are at least 30 historical dates to remember!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009





纸上写的是世界大战一和二的开始时间 (1871-1941)。




Tuesday, December 15, 2009

15 more days and counting

I am in deep shit.

There's just about 15 days til 2010 and I haven't really touch my books.

Well yea I touch them everyday but not getting any texts absorbed and digested into my brain is BIG EFFING DISASTER!

God... This is bad.

How on Earth am I going to survive next year...

Yea, I can bet my poker chips that next year is going to be like HELL.

Monday, December 14, 2009









Sunday, December 13, 2009


I was happy to hear that Versailles' SERENADE PV is out.

Throughout the PV I kept on looking at the spot where Jasmine You used to stand in between of Teru & Yuki.

I cried.

He's not coming back anymore, is he?

The PV itself was already heart-breaking, let alone the sad melody of the music.

Watching it for the 1st time crushed my heart a little.

It's too touching!

At least some elements of Jasmine You are visible at the other 4 members' outfit.

Versailles moved on.

"Welcome to Versailles"

For all the GazettE fans out there ^^

Saturday, December 12, 2009



Today is 12012 Free Live at Shibuya C.C Lemon Hall!

If only I am in Japan today...

Desperate to see Wataru & the rest perform

I hope in the future if I happen to be in Japan I will get to see their live


Friday, December 11, 2009

X'mas songs

Its 2 more weeks until Christmas!

The Japanese X'mas songs:

Artist - Song title

w-inds. - Yakusoku no Kakera

L'Arc-en-Ciel - Hurry X'mas

KAT-TUN - White X'mas

SINCREA - X'mas Day

ヴィドール (Vidoll) - Merry X'mas 2 u The best pick!

Ayumi Hamasaki & Gackt - Itsuka no Merry Christmas


Kuroyame - Merry X'mas I Love You

Thursday, December 10, 2009


Burnt a big hole in my pocket today.


A new album to my CD Collections.

3:37 AM

I think I am starting to be a vampire this month.

4 - ZzZ

12 - Wakey wakey

1 - TV

2 - Spring Cleaning

3 - TV Movies

5 - Bath

6 - Dinner

7 - TV Documentary

8 - TV News

9 - Music

11 - Online

That's basically is happening this week. No study. OMG! I SHOULD BE STUDYING LIKE A NERD! WTF?

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

LIN's post


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Last night's dream

I had a dream last night. It was about Wataru. I remembered we dated & kissed in that dream. Duno how the 'kissing' actually made me woke up 1 hour earlier.. Hmmm...

Monday, December 7, 2009

Utada Hikaru - DEEP RIVER

Listened to Hikki's album all night.

Love all her songs.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

ClearVeil's NEW looks!

(L-R) Naruka, Ryuto, Saki, Nozomi, Hisayoshi

Saki looks very hot with his hair flares up a bit.
Nozomi, my god! He looks like Tora of Alice Nine. At least his signature green is still there <3
Ryuto! WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR?! It looks so spiky, like that Sora of Kingdom Hearts.
Naruka.. Uh... I don't know why but I don't really like your looks.. Hisayoshi looks familiar.. A bit like Ayabie's Intetsu from the side. He's getting better xD

Friday, December 4, 2009

the GazettE Nameless Liberty Six Guns -FINAL-

I watched the GazettE NLSG, skip a lot of songs coz I didn't plan to watch all -yet-. I cried during the end of the show. Tears just came out from my eyes. When it came out, I was like "Eyh? Why am I crying? Stop crying la..." I can't stop. Thanks for the subs, at least I know what Ruki is saying. Uruha cried the most. Poor Uru.. Love that Uruki moment during Silly God Disco

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Hang out!

What a day! Left the house at about 10.30am. Followed SY's car. The driver is her bro. Her cousin Ivan followed too. Great to know someone new.

On the way, there was a damn long queue. I think we queued for about 30 to 45 minutes. The police spot check was freaking slow. So the 4 of us were complaining about the slowness of the police, Michael Jackson's death and all, DPMM football team. lol Boredom in the car.

We arrived at The Mall around 12.45pm. The first thing was to book the tickets for the movie. Luckily we managed to get the 2pm tickets. SY and her bro went for New Moon while Ivan & Me went for Ninja Assassin.

Shit! Rain is effing muscular. 8 packs. Haha. But the movie, too much of killing. The blood looks like tomato sauce squirted out from those people. Rain's scar is effing real. But yeah, too much violence for kids. There are some scenes where I have no guts to watch, especially the scene where Raizo, the character Rain played, where he was ordered to kill a man. Damn. It's just too gruesome. Nevertheless, I rate 8/10. Good job Rain! You're a badass! I think I'm going to start listening to Rain because of that movie. The movie lasted for about 1 hour 40 minutes.

Met Dhayati, a JENESYS friend. Last met her was 2 years ago on December 2007 at the airport where we said our farewell. I can't believe she could recognise me coz I couldn't even recognise her!

Then it was total Arcade. The 3 of us, exclude SY's bro, spent like 3 hours. Crazy! We played the Basketball like 5 times. We went overboard for the kids basketball until the balls were stucked at the net (picture below).

I didn't know there were tickets for some of those games. I was a little high on those tickets. lol Then we went to K-Box. Sang about 10+ songs. We were entertainment high, not alcoholic high~

It was about 7+pm when we left The Mall. Since SY & Ivan haven't been to the night market at Gadong, we went there for dinner. SY's bro bought a lot of food for all of us to share. Bought beef kebab. Hmmm not bad la, still prefer the one in Town.

I love today. I don't think I ever experienced it before. Damn, it was really fun~ No adults, just us "kids".

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

We are Fangirls! - 2.00AM

I'm dead tired but just a quickie.

Miko chan and I were fangirling on JRock bands.

Members of D=OUT ARE EFFING HAWT! *nosebleed*

Especially vocalist Kouki! who looks like my husband Wataru hence Wataru-clone. Damn. I'm in love with him~

Miko: Since Liza is taking Kouki, I must let you (Kouki) go *tearful*

Me: Don't cry~ *Shares Kouki with Miko*

Miko: What? You're willing to share Kouki, your husband-clone guy to me? XD

Me: Kouki's just a clone, Wataru's the real guy xDD

Miko: lol The way you said reminds me you are a scandalous woman..

Me: I'm a scandalous woman, just don't tell husband Wataru about this *shhh* XD

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Guess that Japanese performer

Since today's the 1st of December, I feel like posting some 'firsts'.

Above are a list of names that are connected to the Japanese music industries.

There are first male soloist, first female soloist, first rock band, first male visual kei band, first female visual kei band, first boyband and the rest are just my favourites due to their popularity.

So, can you match which is which?

Monday, November 30, 2009

Last day of November '09 (til 1 millenium later)

When the sun sets at dawn, it'll rise at dusk the next day.

When time flies past you, it won't come back again.

Therefore time is precious.

Yet many of us are very careless with time.

It's something that runs past you so fast that you didn't realise you are loosing the race.

Sunday, November 29, 2009


Did something productive today.

Cleaned half the toilet.

Too lazy to do the rest. =S

Well, at least I'm satisfied! Yeay~ Especially the mirror which is oh-so-sparkling! xD

Not anymore

Drugster brand saves my time of removing the pinkish nail by scratching it off easily instead of using nail polish removal

Pink nails

Pinkish nails w/o permission

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Breakfast - 9:40am

Pulut + ketupat-like + satay sauce

Friday, November 27, 2009

645th post

Post check.

It's 645th post in this blog.

There's still a looong way to go to 1000th post.

I won't stop posting until I had reached that target.

I bet you readers haven't reach 500th. Me, the Queen of blogging. Well, maybe. xP

Then maybe after that, I'll think of something new.


My earpiece for my phone is getting retarded.

Whenever I tried to tilt, I can actually listen to the backing vocals of a song instead of the main vocals.

Or even just the guitar strumming. How cool is that! Haha...

I found it cool but I don't want the earpiece RIP so soon, not when I don't have the money to buy another pair.

The price to buy another pair is at least $40.

Damn broke.

Suckish day

I want him dead.

I want money.

I want my life to be perfect, but yeah, SHIT HAPPENS


Dreams can be dejavu. Recently I had dreams on doing Differentiation for Maths, joining an ice hockey game for a tournament and entering some debate competition.

That Maths dream is torturing. It's like calling me to continue my Maths again. Geez...

Why on earth is ice hockey in my dream, the hell to that. Ice hockey. Uh...

Debate. Oooh, this one better be REAL! I want it to be happened.

1:48AM - 'Za Suppa'

*burp* Had supper at this time.

Hell, I hate being hungry at the dead hours.

I should stop having solid & maybe go for H2O.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

SMSA Idol 09

A quick update on today's event. It was very very enjoyable and fun. So much of freedom and shouting. xD

I think that's all? I'm lazy to update right now. Hee...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009


Currently listening to Filth in the Beauty - the GazettE *HEADBANG*

At this dead night, I looked at my 'Things To Do' list. Seriously I think time is slowly moving away that I might not even have the time to do all of it.

And when I think about the cruelty of time, I thought of pressure.

Things to do:

Study & Revise. yawn... Easy said then done

Read 'Wuthering Heights' or 'Great Expectations'. I'm not sure bout this 1. I have to go check the syllabus

Clean my room Forget about it. Procrastinate this until after A Levels

I guess those are pretty much for this Winter holiday.

Cruising at town - 5:50pm

Went to Town in the afternoon. I bought with me $10, initially wanted to buy hair shampoo.

As I was looking for 1, I saw SS501's Concert 2008 DVD. Price is $6. Heck. Shampoo would at least cost $4+. Found 1 shampoo costs $4.20. It was a hard decision to decide whether to buy the DVD or shampoo for a limited budget. For Economics students, the opportunity cost (the cost of forgoning another product) is high here! lol

Forget bout the shampoo. I have in mind for the DVD. There's a general store beside the CD shop. Who knows if there has cheaper shampoo.

Hell yes! There is a cheaper shampoo, less than $4! A drugster brand, $2.80! Any types of shampoo works for me, drugster brand or high end brand so I care less bout the product but much bout the pricing.

With the remaining change, I went and purchased the SS501 2008 Japan Tour Grateful Days Thanks for... DVD. I also saw KAT-TUN DVD Concert for $11 but didn't have enough $ to buy the latter.

Went out to town for the second time. Bought the KAT-TUN Live Tour QUEEN OF PIRATES 2008 DVD. Yeay! ^^

It's just too tempting to buy CDs! Happy~


Borrowed 3 kids books. Napoleon, Martin Luther King & Adolf Hitler.

Shelves of books

I felt so tiny compare to the books here.

Back to the Old School

I followed Amal's car to old school. Met with teacher Param. Her first question was how are we doing. "I want to go to University! Form 6 is tough but so far still can manage la..." Teacher was like "do things one step at the time". Can't help it since I am impatient. I told her of Bnu's biology marks. "That's very good! Then what is he doing when he was in my biology class?" haha... People do improve when they go to college unconsciously.

Then met with Sir Addie. Didn't know he had moved from Physics lab to the Senior Office. Chat a while. Too bad teacher Salawati is not in for our cert.

P.S: Tan, you missed " 'nuff said" for my blog intro. You know what I'm talking about. xP

SMSA Fiesta 2009

Never did I wonder that I woke up LATE! There wasn't much time to get prepared.

The moment I arrived at school, many were heading to the school hall. I was like "Okay... I am late..."

At least the hall is airconditioned. There were many students and parents. Seeing some of the parents, I wish my mum was here. Too bad she has appointment.

I looked through the programme book. I realise that the 'Best Student Award' were all those Science geeks (a.k.a From Science classes). I wonder how did they calculated the datas & nominate the students.

As a student from the Humanities class, I feel a little bit, well, pissed. In some people's perception, Humanities students are probably 'not intelligent'. I just wished there is AT LEAST A STUDENT'S NAME for the 'Best Student Award'. I mean, I felt biased by it.

When I looked through 'Best Student Award' by subjects, I am pissed again. Like only top scorer gets the award. I ranked 2nd for History & Literature. Damn it. There is no more next year for this award.

So after the award, there is a group photo session. Then it's the hanging out hour.

The scholastic books are so cheap! $3 each! Heck, it's even cheaper than buying from the catalogue itself. So I had bought 4 of them.

1. Horrible Histories - Frightful First World War
2. Horrible Geography - Desperate Deserts
3. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
4. The Adventures of Tom Sawyer - Mark Twain

Horrible series are great books. I like how the way those books illustrate their content. The other 2 are literature books. 'Great Expectations' by Charles Dickens should be a nice book, I hope. Well it's thick. After buying $12 worth of books, I'm am officially broke. T_T

There were karaoke singing for 50 cents per song. At the same time were some students selling food & handicrafts items. I tried the chocolate fudge from Zatil's stall. Yum! It was 50 cents each earlier but later they sell it for 20 cents!

The karaoke session at the rainbow table PS area was hectic. Deputy Principal sang a song. That's another side of a DP that I will never thought of. A lot of students sang too. Ada la lagu Agnes Monica, WINGS and some others. I wouldn't mind singing the GazettE's Filth in the Beauty song & headbang like the boys did. xDD

Overall it was fun. I'm glad I came.


Going to sleep soon. I hope everything will be fun in school later. I wonder who will be going later.

Wataru's beside me again. Well, he is my husband so he sleeps beside me. xP Oh, Bearbear's in bed too! We are a happy family. Haha!


Tuesday, November 24, 2009


Even though I told myself not to eat for dinner, but the 2 pieces of bread stuffed with cheese and egg tempted me.

Guilty pleasure.

Sitting in the family hall watching TV is another guilty pleasure. This time, I got 5 mosquito bites at my legs. Damn it! It's so effing itchy! I hope that if I don't scratch it, it'll 'disappear'.

And I'm going to school tomorrow. I don't remember the last time I went to school. Hopefully it'll turn out okay.


I had Mee Hoon with crabstick + veges fishballs for brunch. Supposed to be breakfast but I woke up late.

After that meal, I had Macaroni with LOTSA cheese. That is lunch. Mum purposedly place cheese in every layer. Too cheeesy~

We bought a choco ice cream cake for my bro. His bday today. I think I had a quarter of the whole cake.

Now my tummy is full!


Going to bed. Wataru is beside me, sleeping. I am a little sick & I have no idea why. I felt hot & cold at the same time. *hugs Wataru tightly* Oyasuminasai, Wataru. Arigatou. ='D


Mariah's nini passed away today. May God bless her nini's soul. Amin.


Just finished watching 'Fullmetal Alchemist The Movie Conqueror Of Shamballa'

I LOVE Edward and Alphose Elric!

I'm so happy with the ending. Both brothers reunited! Yeay~


Monday, November 23, 2009


Spent the whole afternoon sorting out a cabinet. Basically it was rearranging my stuffs and all.

Did laundry with precautions. No more numbness.


OMG! I didn't realise it at 1st watch.

Ruki did shed a tear after they completed their 2006 - 2007 Decomposition Tour

I paused the DVD at that moment. Yep, there's something shining all the way down at his cheek. Thanks to the reflection of the light, it was clear.

Ruki must have love his fans very much.

I don't think I'd get bored this Winter holiday.


Finally posted my choco art. It's the 2 pictures below. Very easy to do.

Choco Art 2

Used probably 10 pieces of cheese to make the 'hair'

Choco Art 1

Using chocolate whip cream to draw the face


Found my backup music CDs. Didn't know I actually did burn some of the music to CDs. It's only 1% of my whole collection. =\ I guess it's better then nothing.

Sunday, November 22, 2009


IF YOU ARE A FAN OF WONDER GIRLS (Korean girl band), IGNORE THIS POST. You had been warned.

After reading this article from the link above, particularly the comment from Park, I despise JYP. Utada may have 'change the colors' (from the comment in the article) heck, this made her special.

I guess JYP is trying to say "Guess what? Our WG toured with Jonas Brothers, the famous trio, and the song 'Nobody' reached the #76 in the Billboards Charts! Woo hoo!"

So? To say that Utada FAILED is stupid!

Okay, her song might reach #96 which is lower than your WG but she had a this coming 2010 which some locations already SOLD OUT. Need I mention that there is no promotion being carried out for the tour yet? Except online ticket selling that is..

WG needs JB promo to be 'known', boo hoo.. Utada self promote when she 1st started in the US in 2004, no promo with watsoever American artists although she sings 'Do You' with Ne-Yo as a featuring artist. Thing is, she doesn't need any bands to 'promote' her.

Grrr... Park giving that particular comment makes me sick. It's racist. He himself is Asian & he is saying bad things about Asian. Maybe he thought his WG is the only Kpop band that entered the US so they're good or something. Screw you. SCREW you for saying Utada FAILED.

And you're lucky coz if I have my laptop with me, I'd be analyzing each & every line (like what I normally do in my Literature class) of your comment and make comments out of it

Laundry + Japan vkei

Yesterday I did a terrible mistake in laundry. I forgotten to wash my hands thoroughly after immersed them in detergent water. Few hours later my hands were numb and at first I have no idea why. It was damn numb for like 6 hours? Slowly the numbness gone. It was terrible.

And I was chatting with Vee, my Indonesian visual kei friend. Same with Miko. lol

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Swiss Hotel Apartment & Tat Hotel and Cafe

During the report signing, I heard of the Swiss hotel trip. Since there were vacancy, I thought of joining. Boy, it was worth every money.

Me, Sie Ying, Zatil, Raja Azmi followed Wina as she's the driver. We were actually late but when we arrived at the location, we saw the Principal and Deputy Principal.

All of us entered the hotel and was greeted by the receptionist. The program was started with a photo taking by the media. I was panicked by the word 'media', thinking of TV. Luckily it was just the photographer for BB. After the photoshooting, we were given a briefing of today's programme by the Operating Manager, Mr Herman.

We were split into 4 different groups, each heading to the different departments. Me, Sie Ying, Zatil and Wina were in a group and we visited the Kitchen.

It was interesting to see the room where they store the kitchen stock. I asked a few question about how they manage the kitchen. Then Wina had the privilege to cook fried rice, chef's style.

After that we learn how to fold the napkins. One was the 'lettuce' or something. I thought at first it was lotus. At 1st, I thought mine was retarded and in the end, I was the only 1 who is able to do it. lol

After that, we were taken to the receptionist. Here, we get to know how a receptionist works. It was fun as a lot of ques were being asked. The manager for this reception department is a very experience man. I think we took about 20 minutes or more here.

Then the housekeeping. We get to enter the 3 types of hotelrooms available. Who doesn't like the Suite? It is the biggest room. And all of the hotel rooms have the river view and sea views! Looking at the view of the town area from the 7th floor was spectacular. I never get to see the view and it was my first time.

The last was the maintenance. It was just a bunch of stuffs relating to Sciences. But here's a good tip: Should you get stuck in an elevator, NEVER try to open the elevator's door by any means.

Because those people who are fixing those elevators will somehow can cut your arms if you open the door and at the same time they are trying to move the lift or something. Well, something like that la.. But yeah, just press the help button in the lift if you get stuck.

After that, we were brought to the Tat Place which is pronounce as 'That's Place'. It's the sister hotel of Swiss and somewhat smaller. Swiss has 40 rooms but Tat Place has only 12 rooms.

At Tat Place, 1st tour was the receptionist. We were given a demonstration on the card key system, and a little explanation on how they work. After that we were at the food and beverage. The waitress demo a cup of mochachino. The expresso machine is so cool! The operating manager overheard me and Wina saying how cool it would be if we can own 1 and he said it'll cost us around 5k. O.o Might as well just order the drink there.

Last but not least was the room. We only toured the Loft. My god! I love the Loft! It is so spacious. The interior design of the room is dim lighted and everything in there is black. I felt like I am in a another country or something. Seriously! It was way much better than that 7 star hotel room. Okay, I'm exaggerating. They have a kitchen, dining room, living room, 2 toilets and a big bedroom. I must say I like the spiral staircase. It was a little scary going up.

After the Loft, we had a late lunch. Rice, noodles, grilled lamb chop, sweet and sour mango fish and veges, cocktail, soup, cordial drink. My bonus: mochachino.

After lunch, we were asked to give our feedbacks. I guess my idea was out? 'create a scenario where people will get stuck in the lift'. Hehe...

The goodies given were notepads and pens from both the hotels, a Swiss hotel mug and their brochures in a bag.

Tour concluded at around 1.45pm. I am glad I signed up for this trip.

Actually I knew of this trip earlier and my assumptions: uh... A trip to a local hotel? Where's the fun in that? I was wrong. Never judge before you even experience it.

Report signing

The report signing was earlier. My mum & I arrived at about 7.40am. Overall it was good. Met a lot of friends. My results?

History - 85
English Literature - 72
General Paper - 65
Economics - 41

My group tutor complimented my results, saying it is a good set of results. I still feel bad. Before its 2A 2C and now its A, B, C and an effing U. Downgraded liao. I still have to work hard. Some of my friends got straight As except for GP. The hell they get that. Oh well, have to work hard next year.

On side note, I still owe the school library a book. Damn it. I can't find the book and it was supposed to return it on the 5th. I have no idea which book.

Plus, there's another round of 'talk' this coming month. There are at least 3 people that I know of. I hope it's going to be okay.


2 things that kept me from blogging frequently:

1. The usual 'Post to blog' for my pictures doesn't wanna work for no reasons. I have no idea why. Before it was all right but lately, it's going stupid.
Will definitely missed picture blogging.

2. Stupid DST connection. Needless to say, there are no initiatives for improvement.

And maybe a 3rd reason: I want to flip my books for real. So far I failed at doing so because of the phone (well, blame myself for being an addict) Maybe staying away from the online world for a while.

Blogging WILL always be a part of my life and I don't intend to give up blogging for as long as I live.

Friday, November 20, 2009


Aaargh! Tagging posts is a mountainous job, without a laptop! I know there are at least 200+ more posts to tag and I'm lazy =\ It's draining my phone credit away...


So I was counting the number of tags for my blog. Before I was lazy to tag and kinda regret not tagging the posts last year.

Currently there's 441 tags in 616posts (inclusive of this post) of this blog. If I wanted to include the ones before, it could well reach over 500.

And I was thinking, maybe after reaching 1000th post, I might blog elsewhere. I don't know, I might change my mind.


Just watched 'Raise your voice' starring Hilary Duff. I can never get bored watching that movie.


Little did I expect a friend's text message 4 hours after I went to bed. Surprisingly I heard the text message coming in, with Vidoll's 'Merry X'mas 2 u' as the ringtone. Usually I don't hear it as I am a good sleeper and wouldn't hear any noises until I am fully awake. Even if I do, the response in negative.


Aaargh! The phone connection is being faulty this night. In the afternoon it was smooth. Because of this, I can't upload the 3 pictures I drew. Oh well... Maybe I'll try later.

Thursday, November 19, 2009


I did chocolate art. It suddenly came to me like a light bulb.




Just watched Donna Drewbarry Show. She's good with her paintbrush and colour. I wish I had the skill and talent in Art.

Ice Lemon Tea

It's 1 of the leftovers from Eid.

Still have 3 fizzy drink cans & 6 non fizzy drink cans.


Right after lunch, I had been laying lazily on my bed, using Opera Mini.

Too much comfort = Complacent & Tiredness

Now and then when I look at my school books, I 'generate' a self stress future. I have to stop this. It's freaking me out.

It's cloudy again outside. Only yesterday was hot.

The Pact - Jodi Picoult

Very addictive


I watched the GazettE 'Decomposition Beauty' before bedtime. Just a few songs, not the whole concert.

It cheered me a little.

Now I'm awake for the day.


Just woke up. Supposed to wake up at 10.30 but my tutor's text message woke me 15 minutes earlier.


My eyes are hurting me. I guess it's because of the laptop incident. Its like the moment my sis said it, it took me a while to think. C Drive? All the while I have been saving my files in the D drive but that was before the laptop is being upgraded to Windows 7. Then it came to my senses. The backup copies of our files are in the C drive. Shit. It doesn't make me feel any better when both C and D drives were gone. We could reformat it but its useless coz our files are gone FOREVER. I had backup copy of the old videos but not the new ones. Even worst, I didn't have ANY backup for my 30+ GB of music, except for 12012 which is only 1 GB. Damn. So I just broke down to tears. My sis said something else but I bothered less. I was depressed. The first thing I did was texted Miko-chan. I did even though it was near 11pm. Arigatou Miko-chan. :-)

I don't feel like talking about it. It's like one fifth of my soul just got 'deleted'.
I want to go to sleep and have amnesia on this. It's torchering.

I can't blame anyone, can I? Even though it was my sis's fault but it just meant to be that way so I can't blame anyone. Not my sis. Not God. Maybe me.

AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!! -commit suicide-

Wataru... bearbear... I need you guys. I hate this post. T_T ='(

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

18.11.09 - 10:52PM

My sis broke the news.

All my files are GONE.

The laptop's permanently damaged.

All those Gigabytes of videos GONE!



And those pictures... 3GB of it!


I felt terrible losing my precious stuffs in digital format. My dearest stuffs.

Like what Miko said, I can always d/l them again. Yeah... 2 years of music releases of 1000+ songs... It'll take time...

It's God's Will. No one is to blame.

18.11.09 - 9:00PM

I had my nap at a sofa for god-knows-how-long but its not more than 2 hours, that's for sure.

I cooked some instant noodles for dinner. And had smoked salmon too. FROM CANADA!!! My aunt sent it over through a middleperson. My god... It was goddamn delicious.

Earlier on, I told my mum that I wanna go to school tomorrow. She was a bit dissatisfied with my decision coz last week I told her my last day is today. Another thing is that she thinks I am bothering my neighbour too much by sending here and there.

It's true coz my mum gotta pay the neighbour some gas money. It's a big freakin hold in the pocket.

Tomorrow is talent show and I feel like I wanna watch. After that, my mum said I can go.

I don't know if I wanna go or not.

the GazettE 07

My own original pirated copy. Haven't watch it completely.

600th post


spam for the 600th post. So sad

I like the next post better ;D

18.11.09 - 4:45PM

After coming back from home, the first thing I did was put aside my books and played the GazettE's 07 Live.

The first song is 'Filth in the Beauty', one of my favourite song. I only got 30 minutes so I mostly fast forward the concert.

At first I was quite worried because I'm not a die hard GazettE fan. In the end, the menu selection appeared after the whole show. At least I know what song they're playing later. Hehe...

18.11.09 - 3:15PM

I'm going home now.

I just remembered I got the GazettE's 'Decomposing Beauty' to watch.

I'm such a bad fan. XS

18.11.09 - 2.46PM

(Continued from previous post)

But I'm tired.

The library is cold and it's making me sleepy...

Trying to read

I'm trying to read them


(Continue in next post)


Forget King Lear.

Its removed from syllabus.

Ugh.. Its even thicker than the former.

Why did they removed it? -sigh-

Library - 2.17PM

I just photocopied 6 papers that costed me 30 cents.

Crappy phone connection. Everytime I wanna post it'll cost me a cent. Why? Coz its 'unstable'. Usually when its 'stable', one time access is cheaper than multiple access.

Library don't have wifi, I mean its unaccessible now.

18.11.09 - 2:00PM

In the library.

Somehow it motivates me to study.

Just got my copy of May/June '06 History. 35cents gone.


As usual I arrived at school about 7.30am. Went to the canteen, waited for Miko-chan. She transferred SuG's LOVE SCREAM PARTY song to me. Yeay! Too bad we don't have time to transfer DaizyStripper's Dandelion.

On the way to school, my tutor texted me, saying that there's no Eng Lit today. So that makes it free lessons from 7.45am until 12.20pm. VERY JOBLESS.

So I spent the morning in the library until recess.

Set 3

Su Ling, Jasmine, 'Aisyah and some others were there. Just chatting and a few jokes. We even planned to go to the old school to the History exhibition.

Set 2

Talked with Izzati. We kinda reminisce our mistakes in our secondary years. There is really nothing to do.

Set 1

Initially I was alone so I just joined Emily and Yuen. When I went back to the library, Amal and 'Aisyah were there. Amal asked about how many posts I had posted today. Heehee...

Set 5

Went to see History tutor in regards of the syllabus next year. Who knows she's not in today. I wished I had asked her yesterday.

I decided to skip Economics today so I went home early. According to the other set, the tutor didn't teach anything so why bother come. xP

Otanjoubi Omodetto!


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

17.10.09 - 10:42PM

In the end I did took my late afternoon nap. When I woke up, it was freakin' cold.

While having a late dinner, the siblings were watching 'I Not Stupid'. LOLed so many times. I vividly remembered the 'Orchard Road' scene where the father called the manager and asked about why did their competitor had their advertisement in 'every corner, every angel, every street, every bus, every taxi, every inch in Orchard Road'. HAHA

Currently reading Economics. I still feel guilty for failing my EOY. Damn it!

But no matter what, I have to face it.

After that, I'll flip through those -new- History books. Just gonna look at those pictures only. xD

Pretty IV

If only I'm as pretty as her him.


It's taken from the preview PV X'MAS DAY.

He's cute. ^^

The song 'X'MAS DAY' almost made me cry.

Maybe because of the melody

It's raining - 4:07PM

Currently doing the laundry. Since outside is raining, I had decided to use the rainwater for my laundry.

Water is free from the rain. God's gift.

Although I was almost soaked wet by it, it was fun. Just hope I'm not going to be sick or something.

17.11.09 - 3:40PM

I might as well not sleep... Just want to force myself to stay awake. The earlier post was a spam

There were changes to the literary books. For Shakespeare, its Hamlet and The Tempest. No more 'King Lear'. I should not have wasted my time reading it last night. Because of that I slept late last night. -yawn-

OH CRAP! I GOT TO DO THE LAUNDRY DOWNSTAIRS. Damn I had forgotten. No bed now. No dreams of Wataru

17.11.09 - 3:35PM

I'm so sleepy now. Feel like going to bed.

But then I got lots of things to do.

Well, it doesn't hurt to have a nap, right?

What's better to spend your afternoon in an air conditioned room in a cloudy day sleeping?

Kawaai Neko

Got this from KISAKI's blog.

Ano neko wa kawaai desu ne...

My A2 History books

Only the far right one is coloured, the rest are black and white.

In fact, thats the ONLY coloured one out of the 15 books.

17.11.09 - 1.56PM

Something unexpected happened in school today.

All of us Pre-U were called to assembly at the canteen since it was drizzling outside. The deputy principal kinda scolded all of the 150+ Pre-U for not coming yesterday. Yesterday was some charity event plus cleaning campaign.

She then kinda said we are students who are afraid of the words 'cleaning campaign'. Then she proceeded with her disappointment on our attitude and stuffs.

Lazy to comment more.

On a brighter note, I got my GP marks. 1st ranking in class, 4th in the whole GP set. =D

And I got my -new- History books today! I'll post up a picture of it after this post. 7 of 'em. And that means MORE reading too

17.11.09 - 6:58AM

Ohayo gozaimasu!

Woke up at 6.30AM, then showered, then breakfast.

I told my mum that I'm supposed to go be in school tomorrow, not today. When she asked why, I just go 'heh'.

I'm full now. Gotta get ready.

17.11.09 - 1.07AM

I'm supposed to go to bed with Wataru like 2 hours ago but I went online at my cellphone.

Megaromania is going to Romania this 20th December! They are going to perform at The Silver Church in Bucharest. Damn lucky Romanians!

On 2nd thought, the reason why Megaromania wants to perform in Romania is because of the name 'Romania' in the band name. Just my thought.

Oh well... Nights.

Otanjoubi Omodetto!

Happy birthday JUN!

You'll always be the pink head guitarist to me xD

All the best in your new band, spiv states!