Wednesday, March 31, 2010

#92 - the GazettE news!

OMG I saw this from layla's LJ and can't help it but to post it!

the GazettE




#91 - Shun & SCREW

That's Vidoll's Shun! OMG HE'S A CUTIE PIE! I fail to notice this! It's from his blogpost on 26th March.

This is the best!!! ~kiss~ xDD Yuuto kissed Kazuki ^^ -dies- If only Yuuto would do that to me -self fangirling-

#90 - Last day of March

I didn't realise that to day is/was the last day of March until the DJ talked about it this morning over at the radio.

I knew Ms J talked about us going to learn about Napoleon yesterday and I assumed it today. Bleh. We did an essay on Hitler. Damn. I dislike him greatly so this is SO going to be my last essay on him unless forced to. And to think that I wasn't paying attention at all during the lessons on Hitler doesn't make things better... I managed to write a page minimum on 'assess the claim that Hitler from the period of 1933 - 1939 is a 'popular dictatorship' '. Total crap. =="

In the afternoon I went to have my eyes checked. Never did I expected to see my primary teacher, Mdm Chee. It's been like 10 years since I last saw her? lol Her cute baby daughter that I remembered is a teenager now. haha.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

#89 - Tense


My brain can't seem to disintegrate well.

But I gotta admit sleeping 8 hours doesn't make me THAT sleepy in the morning, which is very cool...

I wanna start doing that if God allows me

Monday, March 29, 2010

#88 - Today is School day!

Hello term 2! Miraculously I can wake up at 6.30 even though I had only slept for 4 hours. Blame those fanfictions!

Today's GA is really boring. Aside from introducing the new teachers which aren't really 'new', it's pretty useless, not to mention it took away my PS time. Yeah, there's this lucky form 5 kid who gets to go study in Japan for a year under JENESYS

Ms UK gave us the wakeup call for our academic year. Term 2 is really about exams!

April - Preliminary

May/June - AS

July/Aug - Qualifying

We pretty got bombarded earlier for E-lit. Ms UK was disappointed with our essay. And that got me thinking about the Hamlet essay I wrote yesterday.. It feels 'lame' but I hope I'll score well!

We got a new book today! It's 'The Mayor of Casterbridge' by Thomas Hardy. Ms UK said this is the hardest book to study and I don't like the feeling of it.

Econs was very 'technical'. Ms Tan was talking about GDP, NNP, GNP and all those eco jargon. I like to learn about GDP and stuffs but suddenly it all rained down on my head. I technically miss the whole topic 10 coz of BGIC and suddenly there's topic 11 I am so lost.

History. Bleh.


SINCREA is going to disband.

It's just unbelievable. I have always love their music!


They say they won't leave the music scene and might form a new band with new sound and image. I do hope so! I love HAAL's voice!

I refuse to acknowledge their disbandment

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Last day!

OMG Today is the last day of break!

Tomorrow is term 2!

I'm kinda looking forward to it.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Ameba Pico

I discovered that Pico = Pigg

Pico is the English version of Pigg. Only that Pico is not that well developed yet.

I was surprised by the users over at Pico. Some are a bit 'racial', saying '(insert nationality here) only'..

I tried typing Japanese at Pico and it deciphered itself to characters instead.

But! I get to meet an Alice Nine fan from NY and an 12012 fan from Indo! The 12012 fan has the user name miyawaki_12012 and immediately I go 'Ahh! Another 12012 fan!!!' lol I believe she likes Wataru too XD Added them as buddies ^^

It's too addictive! Got addicted at the wrong time =_="

New specs!

<3 it

It's rectangular lens, no more oval-round-ish ones.

Somehow I'm not used to wearing specs -yet-

Hmmm... I wonder if I'll be detained by the D committee for using such specs. I mean, students with coloured contact lenses were detained even though there isn't a rule saying you cannot use coloured contact lenses/must only use transparent ones. I wonder if glasses were the same thing...

Hell. If they detained me, I'm so going to rebel. But I hope not. I mean, really, IT'S JUST A PAIR OF SPECTACLES!

Everytime I sleep, 2 'things' always appear in my dream.

Lin-sama & BGIC.

It's a little scary now.

Yea, I love Lin-sama (fangirl way) and to dream about him every night... I WANT WATARU IN MY DREAM AGAIN! I mish him in my dream ='(

As for BGIC, idk... It's like 2 weeks since the last day & I still kept dreaming bout the committee session, GA, vetting, etc... Yea, I kinda miss BGIC

Dreams with Lin-sama, I want it to happen even though I said I want Wataru too

BGIC.. idk


Okay, so one of the mods deleted the poll I posted.

I respect the decision.


I started something that I probably shouldn't have. I created a poll as to vote which one they'll attend. I should have known better about the recent fandom 'war'... I just hope no bashing!

I haven't finish my homework yet. SCREW-ed.

No glasses. Hopefully later morning or afternoon I will get them!

Friday, March 26, 2010

More adoptables!

Click Me!

Adopted from squiby

Click Me!

Adopted from squiby

Usagi of Sailormoon and Ruki from PSC



I finally finished watching the movie 'Hamlet'. It's a 4 hour movie and took me days. heh

Overall I like it, though there are some Shakespeare jargon.

I need to do my homework!

Happy 3rd Anniversary ClearVeil

Ryuto posted the pic today.

The words on the cake read : 'ClearVeil 3 years anniversary' or something like that =="


Crabstick + Popia skin + Fry with oil = Crunchy food & yummy


Awww... He apologized for his wrong usage of Chinese words. 简体字他打成繁体字。

It's okay, Lin-sama! =D

OMG I had a dream bout him now that I recalled! I was at their recording studio and he doesn't seem to see me but I saw him! XD

Two more days

OMG today is the 27th 26th liao... And I seriously thought today is Saturday

and my homework only I touch like 20% leh..

I hope my glasses is done by today. It's been a week!

Thursday, March 25, 2010


I received 9 peta today ^^

Too bad I can't upload the pic right now from laptop as the wifi connection sux big time.

EDIT - 2010.03.26

I broke the previous record of 5 peta with 2 artist.

This time, 9 petas with 4 artist!

GEEK, Libertine, SIN and EVE xD


Frickin' hot. I thought someone switched off the airconditioner on purpose just so that I will wake up early. lol

No electricity.


Yeay~ Just fangirl with Miko-chan ^^

lol I should start doing my h/w later..

Wednesday, March 24, 2010


Had a long nap instead.


Dear eyes

Why does my eyes feel so damn hurt at the wrong time when I wanted to do my homework?

Feel like going back to sleep again after waking up for 5 hours...

My eyes, they don't love me now =\



It looks like it'll rain soon. I hope so!

Yesterday (today) fangirling with Miko-chan about Hiro-pon until that stupid internet connection at phone went haywire.

So much for ruining my mood. lol

Tuesday, March 23, 2010


Stumbled upon this old KAT-TUN clipping. I think its 2005 clipping.

I forgot how young & cute they are back then


Another Squiby adoptable

Click Me!

Adopted from squiby

This time I named it Hiro-pon~

It's the 'normal' edition and I'm curious about how he'll look like after he 'hatched' from the egg xD


I realised that I haven't touch any of it as of today..

I'm so SCREW-ed.

I need motivation dearly!

Gonna do it tonight.

The promised spam, lol

On the way back home, I wanted to go to the post office to ask about my missing package. I mean, it's like a month already and it's not even reaching my place? Not to mention the package is only from Singapore!

My package from Hong Kong took about a week, not to mention it's further from here~

So in the end, 我‘死心’了

The first thing my bro told when I reached home, "your mail from Singapore arrived this morning"


I was SO happy~~~ I thought Wataru couldn't find his way and was lost for good!!!
Texted Miko-chan the first thing after I opened the mail

Not just 12 clippings, but the comment DVD as well~ There are other bands featured in the DVD, aside from 12012. There's Sadie, Zoro, Sou from Lolita 23 q, xTriPx, Antic Cafe and D=OUT. Good thing I know all the bands ^^ xTriPx and D=OUT are SO visual!!!

12012 segment was the comment and them playing Twister~! Uaaa! Poor Wataru baby, he lost the game and was forced to wear as Rudolph the raindeer ( I think?) over at the karaoke session with the band.

At one of the clippings there was the karaoke tracklist where the band sung. TOMO SANG KAT-TUN's 'yorokobi no uta'!!! OMG I CANNOT IMAGINE HIM SINGING KAT-TUN'S SONG AT A KARAKOE! LOL

Out of so many clippings, these 2 are my favs:

First, the cover. I think Wataru stands out in the cover. XD Love the pose and stare but too bad it's not as hot as the one he pose for Like an Edison 2008 Calendar. He even pout~!xD

Wataru at Tama-chan. Tama-chan is the red chair where the guys pose. lol Aki named it 'Tama-chan'. Cute.

Oh layla, if you happen to read this, I hope you like the spam LOL and what's at LJ stays at LJ, yea? ;D

I'm happy. =)

12012 clippings

Wataru & the gang are here!


They're here!




Everything's all right.

It got me thinking: I wanna be healthy for the rest of my life until I die.



For a blurry day.

I hope it rains later.


I forgotten that I had something very important to do later that I kept on watching anime. lol

I hope things will be all right later

Monday, March 22, 2010

Ame na kanji de

Got it from akino's blog.

He posted:

Synside = Ame na kanji de

I think he said 'Synside = A rainy feeling'

Aah.. I wish I understand Japanese!




Being an introvert is hard, especially when it decided to change into an uncontrollable extrovert at the wrong time.

Thankfully at the dead hour, someone listened to my rants.

Feel like quoting from SID's latest single, 'sleep' with this:

So I slept


It's not yet done.

It's very 'tiring'

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Time is money

I'm having a hard time managing my time lately.

Even now.

I need a manager, no the manager is me.

5 petas!

This is rare.

I got 5 petas in a day!

And... 2 of them are artists!

Secilia Luna and Lutzmelt~


Their newest outfit reminded me of Vampire Knights



Got this from his blog few days ago.

I like how Hiro-pon's hair is now xD

Good food

When grandparents are here, especially grandma, it means good food. Not that mum's cooking is not good.

The best food I had in my life, aside from mother's cooking, is the home made sushi that my foster mother made when I was in Japan. It's 'genuine' in a way. Hmmm... I can't think of others.

Next mission: Visit all eatery outlets & eat! I'll wait til my pocket has the $ 1st

Saturday, March 20, 2010


I was the third to peta Lin-sama today. Crap.


I did something today.

I cleaned my table & folded my clothes properly.

That's something.

Maybe I should try do my homework and revision


I finished typing my emo 'essay' elsewhere.

I wanna sleep. To get rid of this 'unexplainable' feelings.

My eyes hurt. I feel like crying.


Hear, hear you Mago fans out there!

Phantasmagoria's last live, which will be on the 5th of April, will be streamed LIVE!

Streaming will start at 6pm Japan time.

I am SO going to watch, if the wifi doesn't go bitchy that day. Hopefully it doesn't.

Semi-frameless specs

I just bought a new pair of specs. Gotta wait for a week due to the lens, or something like that.

And yeah, it came with a cost of disappointment.

Friday, March 19, 2010



OMG what does he really meant?! Gaaah!


I have to post this.

Plastic Tree's vocalist Ryutaro is 37 years old! OMG HE DOESN'T LOOK LIKE ONE, especially with his pale white look that he looks like a ghost.

The 1 thing I remembered about him was last year's V-ROCK FES interview where he looked like some drunken guy. lol Very cute!

I like him. XD


I just finished translating Lin-sama's post. It was the most difficult one so far that I wanted to molest him for making the post difficult to translate lol Thanks to Miko-chan & Sie Ying for helping me out.

HE READS ECONOMICS! Omg I shall now study hard for my Econs bcoz of him xD


Currently listening to Plastic Tree's Sanatorium.

I feel like quoting from the song.

"I lied to God, and in return, what did I received?
What slipped from between the gaps in my fingers was probably something for someday to come"

1st day of term break

First day of term break. Nope, it has not been productive like always

It's so hard to type without glasses.. I feel dizzy most of the time I kept on getting typos

I feel like puking, my diarrhea is back again... luckily I had in stock one of the best Chinese med in my room. It cured me like 80%. I do not like the constant trip to the loo.

With my vision blurred, I need to view things upfront. which pretty sux. After a while, my eyes will get dizzy. Even as I close my eyes right now, it damn hurts.

I hate this.


What happened a decade ago about to happen again. It's the worst allergies I had in my life, but for now it's 'controllable'. I hope it stays that way before I turned into a mutant

Aquarian Age

Watched Aquarian Age earlier. I don't understand the whole movie, especially the ending. lol There were no subs & it's in Japanese. Somehow I can understand a little bit of what they are saying.

Nevertheless, arigatou Miko-chan for the movie!

Thursday, March 18, 2010


Today is the last day of school. I was so confident that today none of my subjects will have lessons that I only bought a notebook, a pen & a bottle of water.

I was wrong.

We studied about the Jews in History today. God I hate what I learn in History nowadays. It's all filled with negativity! GP we discussed about the data response.

There was a talk by representatives from Warwick university. lol I didn't know the university is rank top 5 in UK. The talk was very interesting.

Emoness at the dead hour

Here I am, awake for the past 2 hours. Earlier I was emo.

It's hard to decipher the feelings and emotions in text. Somehow when things are negative, it all is. The heart was 'swollen'.

I wanted to call 'white wolf' to release my emoness but I didn't. I don't know why.

Listening to 'Shooting Star' by 12012. I love Wataru.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

hard to see

I lost my glasses on Monday night.

My eyes are dizzy right now. I can't seem to see the screen right in front of me.

Many thought I wore contacts today (which was pretty cool) unfortunately I don't.

So I can't see clearly.

I wish I had a pair of glasses.. I should prolly try wearing contacts tho I have to admit it is very scary

Tuesday, March 16, 2010


It'll be another 9 hours before I go back home. Then go for school for another 2 days.

I'm thinking of something crazy.

Walking to the heart of the capital. It's about 2 miles from here.

I hope the weather is kind to me.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Last day

The last day was fun!

So yea, I arrived at the main conference hall where the GA for Forum 1 was held. My god.. It was frickin' cold!

I went to the loo twice within 2 reso. being discussed. The 1st reso. on from the ECOSOC failed but our reso (the one I co-sponsor) passed the GA and as well as Jarrod's reso. on the issue of abandoned children & orphanage from the Human Rights committee.

I was supposed to do my 'For' speech but due to time constraint, I didn't.

Many of us delegates weren't really serious in the GA. lol We don't follow the 'orders' from the Chairs and many 'points of concerns' were pointed out.

If I recalled correctly:
  1. Point of concern to overthrow the 'Secretary Generals'. LOL Obviously denied by the SGs.
  2. P.o.C to increase & decrease the temperature of the air conditioner.
  3. P.o.C where there was water dripping from the top of the ceiling and ended up at a delegate's place

Rights of Statement was funny. I can't actually believe that the delegate of Germany actually danced 'Single Lady' by Beyonce on stage, like how he did during our political committee session. LOL Then there was delegate of Palestine singing the same 2 songs in front of the GA. It was just so much fun. Also another delegate sang 'We are the Champions' song with BGIC lyrics on it.

After the end of the session, I took some pics with some of the delegates. It was indeed an enjoyable event.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

SYNSIDE - Fangirling

-fangirl mode-

OMG I just discovered one thing about Lin-sama...


OMG OMG OMG -breathes in, breathes out-



Ahhhh~~~ How come I never realise that???? I guess that has to do with me not into images Wait, are there even any full size pic? There is but THOSE PICS NEVER REVEALED TO ME HOW YUMMY LIN-SAMA'S THIGHS ARE!!!


I love him even more now~!!! lol

So far...

The whole day today from 8 - 4 were all committee sessions. This reminded me of BM where we worked like literally the whole day.

Upon arrival we were at the main hall (GA) where there was a short briefing before the committee session began. During committee session, we debated the 3rd resolution.

It passed though. =D Then during my Rights to Statement, I talked bout how DPRK's nuke can wipe off Israel from the world map lol It wasn't to be taken seriously and everyone goofed around during RS.

After lunch, there were 2 reso to be debated. 1 pass, 1 failed. So our committee ended up 3 reso tomorrow for the GA.

Today I get to deliver my speech even though I do not like the country I represented. Talking about nuclear development and what only interests DPRK. heh

But I must say, I'm really sad that tomorrow's the last day of BGIC. How I hope there's one more day to it.

Oh yea, I bought myself a piece of School Rep and group photo. So mahal leh...


Earthquake hits Tokyo!!!

Ahh! I hope all my idols are okay!!

2nd last day

Oh wow Time does flies.

tomorrow is like the last day of BGIC! Argh!

I have to go all-out later.

Wish me luck.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Alice in Wonderland

I just came back from The Mall.

My cousin brought me to watch 'Alice in Wonderland'. I'm not a movie-goer but I suppose I should once in a while go watch a movie.

Seriously, the last movie I watched was 'Ninja Assassin' like a year ago? lol

So yea, we arrived there after traffic jam (the traffic is HORRIBLE here!) then had dinner. I prolly had the most expensive meal ever. I mean fish and chips for $7.50 and it tasted like ... Hmm.. Okay la... I don't like the way the fish was fried. I think they fried it with nestum? idk

After that we went to watch AIW. AIW in the beginning was boring, but after Alice entered into the hole, things just got more interesting. I like the middle part. Srsly, Johnny Depp doesn't look like the Johnny Depp I knew in Pirates of the Carribean. lol

Overall, the movie's great. Although I do think that the ratings should be PG instead of U. Coz there were minor violence but not so serious.

Thumbs up for Tim Burton!

Had double scoop choco at Swensens. Yummy. Double chocolate taste.

The Big Day

Whee~ Today was smooth, I suppose.

When I arrive, I saw everyone with nametags then I go "Shoot! I forgot my nametag..." lol They have this rule that goes 'No tag no food' but really... xP

So yea, we were waiting at the Royal Lounge. I got to minggle with the overseas delegates. It was okay. The meeting with HRH Princess Sarah was A.OK for me. After that watching the performances.

The keynote speaker Katherine McAlphine is a really great speaker. Her speech made me aware of how fortunate I am as compared to the children at Tanzania. I salute her for her contributions to Tanzania.

So during committee session, we each started off to read our 'Opening Statement' a.k.a OS. We got the first resolution before reading the OS which doesn't go according to the procedure. The delegate of Pakistan is really an observant delegate.

So there were debates going on. I was too scared to go for any 'rights of statements' or anything. "We're noobs" xD

Oh yea, the delegates of Palestinian Authority actually sang the song by Firefly. Well, he changed the lyrics to how Zionism treats Palestinians. It was a total LOL! Even for the 2nd resolution, he did the same thing, only that he used Justin Bieber's song 'Baby'. HAHA

But yea, our Chair prompts us who didn't speak to speak tomorrow. Coz the 2 resolution was underway and we didn't have time to finish discussing the resolution. The first one failed though but at least efforts were there to come up with a resolution.

I met a lot of new people as well as taking pics xD


Today's the BIG day!

Friday, March 12, 2010


First day of BGIC = Fun!

So I arrived at about 1pm+. Aqilah was there too. I'm the first to arrive.

The lobbying was so hectic. It started at 3pm and we need to get our resolutions to be vetted by the teachers. If it passes, it'll be debated tomorrow. All of us got like 2 hours to get 5 reso done. Not easy but it was fun~

The delegates of USA, Palestine was really good. Our Chair Moustafa and Lachie did very well too. I solute them.

How I wish I am like them Chairs

First day = SUCCESS


I am so nervous later.

Today's the lobbying day. It'll be about 3 hours of lobbying + discussions.

I am like half prepared (better, 25%)

I know I am not the only one who's half prepared.

At least someone from the committee has a resolution done, so I guess I'll just co-sponsor it.

I don't know.

So if I screwed up this one and only BGIC, nah... I'll just try 'not to panic'.

Oh well... Gambarimasu!


i'm looking at the screen like a zombie now.

I hope everything will be okay for me later.

Thursday, March 11, 2010


So I was browsing exist trace's Miko's blog at this entry and the picture of their VANGUARD mini album struck me.

"Why is it so familiar?"

It was at my Hamlet book, but its the black and white version. lol no wonder it looked so familiar.

Abusing the net

I'm abusing the laptop with lots of visual kei stuffs~ lol

8GB Pendrive

My aunt just gave it to me xD

Free pendrive~ lol

that means I can put in more fangirling stuffs to Miko-chan

What a day~

This morning was fun! Met with new people, get to minggle with each other. There's Basil, NoorAmaliah, NurAqilah and Caroline. We were together during lunch and Samuel joined in. He was very good in talking! Wow~ I guess I shouldn't judge a book by its cover.

The practise was quite smooth. I mean, initially it was a bit unorganised. I almost trip at the wire.
Aqilah was like "Don't panic". lol

When I was on the way up to the apartment, saw my aunty and cousin. lol They couldn't recognise me.

The convo we had was so funny that I laughed until tears coming out. It's been a long while since I laughed till like that. HAHA


Woke up at 7.45am. Must've been the traffic that woke me up. lol

I hope it'll be a great day today.

Message 3

I just finished translate the Chinese post by Lin at LJ.

It's so fun doing so, even though it's 1am-ish.

I wanna spam his inbox with my questions. LOL


Message 2 - Ahh!!!

So I just went to Lin-sama's blog.

HE REPLIED MY QUESTION!!! -fangirl screams-

Okay... I don't feel sleepy anymore~ lol

れ - Thu, March 11, 2010 01:07:40











It seems that I had been abusing the internet for the past 8 hours.


I just hope for the best.


Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Message 1

I just fanmailed Lin-sama, asking him what he'll do if he feels stressed out.

Coz I think I am a little.

I hope he can understand my Chinese tho =\

Late night

We had dinner earlier.

Yummy. It was simple plain rice with sardines and long beans. The long beans was cooked with dried shrimp and chilli. One of a kind.

Now I feel a little energetic to read my political jargon.


I haven't had dinner and I'm starving.

I don't know when dinner will be served.

No, I'm not being a princess here but... my aunt rarely eat heavy meals.

But I suppose this is a good way to loose weight.

There are like bottles of H20 so I guess I'll just lotsa water if Im hungry.


I wish I didn't leave my research till like the last minute.

I'm so tired right now.

Yet I'm forcing myself to read.


-Must pull through-


Wataru = HOTNESS!!!

I love they put in the red butterfly in the PV.


Whee~ I'm away from home. Will be at the capital for 6 days.

My aunt kept on telling me "Make yourself at home"

I suppose I will but there is a limit to it.

FREE WIFI ACCESS!!! -evil grin- lol


Currently at the capital. So tired. Only had about 6 hours of sleep.

So yeah. School was okay. Saw a lot of juniors today. It's their first day of lessons. They carried with them like THICK books. lol Pity for them actually. I mean to carry like 3 thick ones and walk around the school, searching for your class, tiring. Can see some of the juniors' face, having this 'uhh where am I?' look. Obviously they're lost.

During recess, Miko-chan and me went on a date together to the canteen. Bought her ocha. XD Afterthat went to the library but it's closed. Damn. Asked her to return the book for me. Arigatou!! Will miss fangirling with ya at school~ Hehe ^^

Otanjoubi omedetto

Happy birthday to KISAKI-sama!

Thanks to your management, bands like 12012 & Vidoll are here today.

UCP will be a GREAT company ahead ^^

Tuesday, March 9, 2010


Phew... I'm in the middle of packing for 6 nights stay.

It's tiring.

My legs are killing me.

Uruha - Neo genesis 44

Lovely isn't he?

He's too beautiful to be a guy lol

And I'm jealous that he looks so pretty HAHA

Picture credits to rawkstarr23 at LJ.


KISAKI's new band is 凛 (Rin).

Yes, it's 凛 = Lin-sama!

Well, just the kanji.

Why can't he be more creative anyway?


Glad he's out from retirement though.

Bill Gates

Today in GP sir shared with us this piece of info. He emailed to us.

Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teaching has created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.

Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world doesn't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the cupboard in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life.. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs..

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

w-inds. Seventh Ave album!

The obi was ripped off a little but who cares...


It's CD and DVD version.

I like the DVD. There are 2 segment. First is the Interview and Making. Lucky fangirls in Shibuya gets to take pics from close distance from the boys! Aahh~

The other segment is 'クイズ DE w-inds.' (Quiz de w-inds.) There were some ques asked in different PVs. lol It's all in Japanese. Simply answer them. haha

w-inds. is <3


Right after the 100th post, I looked around the blog.

The 'portfolio' of the blog, it has a LONG history stretching. Why not add it even more months to it.

Now I feel such a waste if I don't continue blogging there. Y'know, extending my previous 'blog portfolio'

lol I'm contradicting myself.

Gotta do the laundry now

The 1000th Mark

I remembered WAY back before I felt defeated because those JRockers spam blog like crazy and they can blog like 100+ a month which easily makes it 1000+ a year.

I took about 3 years? LOL

But reaching this 1000th post, I still wonder.

Should I continue blog here to reach 12012th post then stop? lol Realistically, it can happen if I blog like 20 posts a day. Crazy me.

So I suppose I should just stop here.

The idea of blogging came to me in 2006. But back then I wasn't much of a blogger.

I won't delete this blog, no way. This blog is my baby, my precious one. It contains part of my life and I do once in a long while looked back at those previous entries and reminisce. Blogging saves paper.

So yeah, I'm moving to 2 new blogs.

The public one -

Why Bear bear? Coz he is our son, the product of Wataru and me together Coz it is my favourite plushie bear that I carry around. Besides, I can't think of a better name

The private one, which I won't mention the link here. It is going to be private and I'll select those whom I want them to read. Or maybe it's just limited to me. idk

So relink to the public blog link if you want.

Good day. =)

First post!


Back to the GazettE layout again. That's how layla-san found me ^^



I wish I don't have to use this piece of $10. I mean, how many times do you get to have a piece of $10 note with '999' as the number?

This note will be used to purchase my Hiro-pon digiphoto~


Tuesday is being nice to me. Well, almost.

Seriously, it is very awkward to pass by the Sc 6 just to enter your class. It's like there are 30+pairs of eyes looking at you as you passed by. WE NEED A NEW SCHOOL!

Eng Lit was first. Today we did theme-finding from the text. Ours was given the theme 'Madness' and we were supposed to find anything relate to Hamlet's madness. Finding Hamlet's madness almost drive me into madness! lol

Econs. I was a little dead meat when I submitted my MCQ earlier. "Why didn't you tell me you didn't hand in yesterday?" So I'm supposed to tell?

History. Okay okay la. Nazi and Hitler. Hitler and Nazi. Whatever.

GP. We did something on redundancy. Words that we exaggerate a little too much. Like 'ample plenty' or 'Unavoidable that it is inevitably'.


Imma sleep soon.

Yes, I'm VERY happy that Lin-sama answered my question ^^ xDDD

Maybe I should ask him like "Do you have a girlfriend already?" or "Can we meet up after your lives?" LOL!!! I bet he'll think I'm a fanatic fan of his which I don't want to~~~

-Dreams on meeting Lin-sama-

Aside from that, I did a little research on DPRK.

Yes, DPRK is hardcore communist. End of story.

Here's what to expect:

Post 998 (which is after this) - My SMSA life

Post 999 - Prolly a spam or something else, idk

Post 1000 - An announcement~!

Monday, March 8, 2010

Fan message to Lin-sama!

It's been a LONG while since I fanmail him. And so I did right after I peta him ^^







I wonder if he will answer my fan question -crosses fingers-

Edit: 12:13AM, 2010.03.09



Q,THE CORE之中的曲你最喜欢哪一首?








It's 12AM over at Japan, and I peta'd Lin-sama~

I bet he's happy that I peta'd him right on the hour xDDD

ViViD from the Jishuban Club instore on 2010/03/07


Current resume~

Yep, about 40 minutes ago.

So I was watching this video. It is a beautiful cover.

Currently researching on LOTS of stuffs. lol I don't even know if I even have the time to read them. T_T

Still no electricity!

Still no electricity after my last post. What a great start for a Monday! Currently I'm sitting outside my house where there is a wind blowning, much much cooler than being in the house. Luckily I was being able to sleep earlier.

No electricity!

lol Right after I posted the post on Pocky, no electricity! Gaaah! My research! Restaurant City!

OMG I'm sweating...


Pocky from Japan

I never knew it looked like this.
Coz I never even knew its existence until Miko-chan told me


うん、美味しいね~ 甘い!


Caught in the TRAFFIC JAM today. lol I suppose it will be like this after A levels.

Miko-chan came today~ Gave me a pack of Pocky (which I shall spam a post on it after this). どもありがとうみこちゃん!!!

First class was PS. Something happened earlier.

Izzati: "Uh.. Liza..."

Me: (Reading Econs) "What?"

Izzati: "Your socks..."

Me: (Still reading) "What about it?"

Izzti: "Got beetle..."

Me: (Looked down) "Oh!" (Took beetle out from socks)

It seemed like the beetle loves my stinking socks that it was attached to it.

I guess this school should add another rule: Beware of the beetles

Eng Lit. We continued the mindmap of Hamlet today. Earlier Ms UK entered late because she had to give a presentation on the subject. She said she purposely put in pictures of Percy Jackson (I suppose it's the cover of the novel) to trap students into taking Eng Lit class. LOL!

Econs. Ms Tan thought I was sick coz I was laying on the desk about to fell asleep And crap, I forgot to bring my MCQs. Dead meat tomorrow? Nahh...

History. I am beginning to dislike this topic on Hitler and the Nazis. Ewww.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

I'm worried

So I was trying to find info for my debate motion this afternoon. Then it comes to a point where the semi-finals and finals will clash with my exams next month, that is if we can make through the preliminary first. I told myself that I should focus on exams. But debating is something I like doing. Yet, I'm having doubts in myself. If we can make our way to the finals this year, which is definitely my hope, then the 2 weeks time will be VERY chaotic. Research and studying. Multi-tasking and very good time management, they are not my best friends, as much as I tried to. I don't know. I don't want to regret either. I guess I should listen to my instinct and be firm with it.

Dreamt of Lin-sama!



阿~ 他在梦里没有用 makeup!!!

我还问他如果他肯给我SYNSIDE的 guitar pick。他真的给我!


I hope its an early sign of dejavu xD


I slept early last night by accident. lol

Mum: “我想问你阿,你每个早上有没有喝两杯水?”

Me: “有阿,我房间有水so有喝拉”

-mum left-


Saturday, March 6, 2010


OMG 15 more posts till the 1000th post at this blog!

After that I am moving elsewhere to blog.

Still deciding as to continue blog here publicly or a new blog & blog elsewhere privately.

Buying item is a pleasure

I asked Miko-chan if she's interested in buying some of the alice nine stuffs.

All's well.

I thanked the seller for being able to hold the items for more than a month.

Ooh yeah! The items are OFFICIAL ALICE NINE MERCHANDISE that the seller bought double from Japan & sell them.

Aah! My FIRST visual kei item will be Alice Nine's Hiro-pon digiphoto!

No, wait a second... 12012 clippings from layla-san is the 1st la!!! Gaah! How can I forget Wataru? XD

Does it take that LONG for a package from S'pore??? I mean it's been like 5 days already?!

I'm getting worried that my Wataru the items are not delivered yet!!!


Yeay~ She'll hold one set for me!!!

UAAA~~~ -jumps around-

I don't mind waiting ^^

Still hagging

She contacted me 20 minutes after I left the comment.

Well, let's just say it's going ok.

I got another deal to make.

A friend of mine is going back to IND next month so I was hoping she could hold the item for a month. Gonna pay in IDR, much more cheaper~

Still, my hopes aren't high. I don't want to end up in disappointment like before.

-crosses fingers-

Buying online

I just saw a seller over at LJ selling a pack of Hiroto digiphotos (I don't know how many pieces tho) for USD5.

Straight away I left a comment that I wanna buy xD

The seller is located at Indonesia so I really, really hope she'll accept concealed cash payment XD I even mentioned I can pay it in IDR lol

But I don't want to raise my hopes high like last time.

This Australian seller is selling Bijuu cats for USD2 each. Bijuu is the mascot used for V-ROCK FESTIVAL last year.

Too bad she didn't like my offer. heh


So I went to PIGG and there was a sudden craze of PEPSI NEX.

I joined in the fun too ^^ lol



And so I slept at 2AM earlier and woke up 6:30AM. I felt very eff when I don't get enough sleep but of course, life goes on.

Went to school at 7:10AM. THE TRAFFIC!!! I guess it's because there wasn't any police controlling the traffic today.

There was assembly today. Thanks to Natrah who borrowed me a nail cutter, I'm safe from being blacklisted as student who broke the school rules. Ms J today talked about school rules, about how some of us are not respecting it and such. I think there was one point she said about taking school pictures and posted it online is not allowed or something along those lines.


Watched 'Rabbit Proof Fence' during GP today. The movie was so sad! Watched until halfway today, can't wait to continue watching it! And the National Debate motion are out already! We are a/g PTEK. OMG. Must not panic.

I hope we will advance to the finals this year.

PS. I managed to complete my Hamlet Act 5 Scene 2 summary earlier. Phew~

Then during Eng Lit, Ms UK gave us a mindmap puzzle on Hamlet. It was challenging but fun.

I didn't know we were out late from Eng Lit. It didn't occur to me that the corridors were very quiet = we're late. Me and Nabeela still had the time to look at the notice board for any announcements until I realised we were late by about 8 minutes.

Luckily Ms Tan wasn't angry or what we entered late. lol

History was okay. Nothing serious happened like me seeping in class


Nah... I'll do the summary later.

Imma collapse to bed and wake up like less than 5 hours later? Ugh...

The night

Yeay~ Finished my Econs short notes at last! Note to self: No more procrastinating in doing the notes

Gotta do Hamlet summary for Act 5 Scene 2.

I'm tired.


I researched like TONNES of history terms that my tutor asked us to.

And all along these are the same : Munich Putsch = The Beer Hall Putsch

It was tiring, nah, research gazillion words of historical facts = pain

Waiting for Versailles' The Revenant Choir single to be downloaded

Off to continue 10% more of Econs short notes and do summary of Act 5 Scene 2 of Hamlet T_T

Friday, March 5, 2010

Here I am, past noon

I woke up at 8.45AM actually coz my body 'needs to do business'. After that I managed to get back to sleep past noon.

Time to do work


I'm exhausted.

Imma sleep.

Definitely will sleep past noon.


Lin peta'd me last night! (well, 4 hours ago~)

Aah~ Suddenly I don't feel sleepy anymore~ lol


BGIC is next week!

I got a week to do MOUNTAINOUS research on DPRK which I should've did it like last month?

So I was researching for DPRK in relations to Pakistan, Israel and Palestine.

Consider me lucky? DPRK really is not interested in other countries' problems unless there are nuclear bombs involve.

I got like 6 tabs opening all on my research but really, DPRK has no opinions on the Pakistani's terrorism problems and peace and security over at Palestine-Israel.

So if DPRK has 'no comment' on both issues, how much more I can find?

Might as well go find other stuffs related to it huh?

I'm dead tired. I think I will oversleep myself later.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

"I’ll be waiting until the day when you understand this heart of mine"

I love this song very much!

On top of that, Wataru was sick when 12012 was having this concert. Yet, he tried his best to sing it well~ -snuggles Wataru-

'Shooting Star' Lyrics

Kaze ga naite iru yo kimi no soba de kimi to kokyuu wo
Itsuka kono kokoro wo wakari aeru hibi
Ga yatte kuru made matsu kara

The wind is crying I'm right beside you, breathing together with you
I’ll be waiting until the day when you understand this heart of mine

Awatadashiku kuru fuan ni
Dakedo boku wa ima tachidomaru koto wa
Doushite mo kimi ni tsutaetai kotoba ga atte
Demo kimi wa itsumo hanashi wo sorashite warau

I’m getting stifled by a violently growing uneasiness
But now I can’t stop anymore
There’s something I want to tell you, no matter what
But you always laugh, evading my words

Kaze ga naite iru yo kimi no soba de
Kimi to kokyuu wo awase
Itsuka kono kokoro wo wakari aeru hibi
Ga yatte kuru made matsu kara

The wind is crying I'm right beside you, breathing together with you
I’ll be waiting until the day when you understand this heart of mine

Yasashige na kotoba itsumo to chigau taido de
Utsumuite ite mo iitai koto wa wakatta
Nando demo boku wa akirameru koto wa shinai yo
Saigo da to wakaru shunkan dake wa kowakute

With seemingly nice words and an unusual attitude
Even if you look away, I understand what you want to say
I won’t ever give up
I’m only scared of the moment when I know it’s over


Boku wa mayotte iru yo kimi no koto de zutto fuan wo
Itsuka sono egao ni modoru you ni kimi
No soba ni itakute
Hoshi ga naite iru yo kimi ga itsumo
Kanashikute sora miage
Itsuka sono egao wo todokete ageyou

I’m lost I'm overwhelmed with insecurity because of you
I want to be beside you so that one day that smile returns to your face
The stars are crying You always look up sadly at the sky
One day I shall give you back that smile

Yakusoku no hi ni present todokeru
Kara anata no taisetsu na mono sa
Konya hoshitachi kara present ga todoku kara ne
Juu ni ji ni ano oka e oide ai shiteru yo

On the promised day I'll bring you a present Something very important to you
Tonight the stars will give you a present
So come to that hill at midnight I love you


Today is the entry for the juniors!

And I left to school very early today. Well, 10 minutes earlier than my usual leaving time. The weather is very hot.

Me, Janice, Ting and Sharon were about to leave the canteen when Miko-chan and the others came.

Miko-chan: "Eh? Why is everyone leaving? It's still early."

Me: "We want to leave you guys here, that's all." xP

The first class was History. I was SO confident that Ms J will be in the hall since 7:45AM that I was one step of escaping her class. Suddenly my conscious told me to check the class just to see if there is class or not.

And yep, my tutor was already writing up some phrases for us to research when I entered. I was the latest one to enter the class. Crap.

Ms J left us as she's involved in today's orientation. She doesn't allow us to be at the hall coz she wants us to get a head start for our homework. Still, I went to the hall with cautious to be avoided by Ms J

After that GP. I love GP lesson today. We were doing idioms today and were asked to do a mini project today. We were choose to pick one of the many idioms and our group picked 'to bite off more than you can chew'. I choose this coz I was thinking of food xD

Recess up until lunch. Was hanging around at school with Izzati. We went to the Hall to 'menyampuk' look around. I saw a lot of juniors. Great to see them here.

Econs. Did MCQ and Ms Tan did asked for short notes. Most of us didn't hand in so extended to Saturday~

In the afternoon, there was a motivational talk by my seniors so I stayed behind to listen. I don't know all of them but there's this girl who gave a very good presentation. She included a quote from Mahatma Gandhi:

"A man is but the product of his thoughts what he thinks, he becomes."

Wednesday, March 3, 2010


This is what happened when you abuse the internet and time.


Jui has his own bottle brand

That's Miko-chan's water bottle.

When she showed me her bottle, the first thing that popped my head was "Ahh! Jui's name!"

Jui has his own brand of water bottle and the address is in KL!

-Fly to KL to storm Jui's water making factory- LOL


Today was so hot! I mean haze early morning was choking me.

Econs was first. I'd swear I wanted to sleep.

Then History. Today was about the Munich Putsch a.k.a. Munich Purge.

Recess. Gave Miko-chan a packet of tissue from Sapporo. Got that from the X'mas Chance. We were talking bout it few days ago (or was it yesterday?) and I wanna give her xD I know you'll treasure it darling~ ;D

GP. Boring really. The 2 presentations doesn't appeal me much.

Eng Lit. I slept during the play. Damn tired. Why am I so tired anyway? We finished 'Hamretto'!


Currently laying at bed, about to sleep. Might sleep well if Wataru is beside me XD

I didn't do research for my debate which could be commenced today. Well the whole opp team might not be present so I just don't bother. I hope we will just watch a debate later on DVD.

I'm tired. ZzZ

Tuesday, March 2, 2010


If I know Japanese REALLY well, I wanna translate blogs!

First of course is 12012's blog! haha It's not like Tomo spam the blog everyday so it should be all right to translate I wanna do this because Miyawaki Wataru is my husband I adore them xD

Second are UNDER CODE PRODUCTION's SYNSIDE's members' blog~ Priority is Lin-sama since he is also my husband and other members.

Then maybe taking up requests from other bands.

Oh yea! As well as translating songs~ haha


I just realised that I forgotten to translate Lin-sama's 1st March post to LJ.

Gaaah! LJ is taking up hell lot of time to load!

Here's the translated post. CREDIT ME IF REPOSTING ELSEWHERE!


Sun, February 28, 2010 23:22:04

Thank you fans for your letter.

So today is Chap Goh Mei. I had almost forgotten…

Chap Goh Mei marks the end of Chinese New Year celebration, which is the 15th of the first Lunar month.

Did everyone enjoyed the festival?

I am celebrating it all by myself, felt a little bit lonely. Haha.
--- Aww.. Lin-sama, I wouldn't mind spending the last of CNY with you -loves-

So tomorrow you guys are starting to go back to school and workplace, no?

Good luck!

Yesterday’s live was all right. I felt very happy during this time.

It has been a while since I had this feeling. Before it was not organized and I messed up as well. I felt pressure before.

But ever since I returned back from China there was sufficient time for me to practice.

I am writing up new songs for our bands' activities.

We will be having another live on 5th May. It was announced yesterday and I hope you guys will support us (´∀`)
---I will if I go to Japan!!!

Lentera Timur pic spam

Izzati gave me in this form

The CD and booklet. I love the booklet. xD

Another one to the collection!


I'm beat.

I slept for 45 minutes after dinner. I am so tired.

STACKED RUBBISH keeps piling up.

No Eng Lit today since our tutor wasn't in. Me and Nabeela went to the library and I happened to stumble upon a Scholastic book on Shakespeare. Some texts from several Shakespeare's play were in the book.

Econs. It was okay. Ms Tan reminded us to drink a lot of water as many students fall sick (quite true) and take care of ourselves.

Recess. Discussed with Fu for tomorrow's debate. I don't want to do it! I mean, the whole Opp team are most likely not to be in tomorrow as they have meeting so can we just not have it tomorrow?? Ugh...

History. Hitler and Nazi again. I slept in her class today because I was just so damn tired And I was listed as a member of History Club. WTH? The club was set up so that everyone can do the Mentor-Protege Programme together at a time. -___-

GP. Last night it took me 3 hours to glue everything to piece for our GP project. Not to mention I was unprepared to present our presentation. lol It was think quickly on my feet and I SCREWed up a bit (What can you expect from someone who did not have a 'script' when doing her presentation) I am GLAD it's over! Stuck our project to the wall for everyone to see xD

Speakers' Club. All was okay. Love today's refreshments: Pizza xD


GYAAAH!!! -dies-



Monday, March 1, 2010

Siti Nurhaliza - Lentera Timur

Million thanks to Izzati's mom for buying it for me and as a gift too ^^

I'm not into Malay songs except for Dato' Siti.

She's a brilliant songbird~

I only had 'Transkripsi', which was released back in 2006 as my PMB present.

'Lentera Timur' is somewhat traditional.


I tried to sing one of the song in the album to myself and it didn't turned out good. lol I don't have her voice -obviously- but I like her.


Arigatou Miko-chan for the vids, especially Alice Nine!

Oh, this was the pic I said earlier. xDDD

RENOMOMO -- the description under the pic

IV posted this. Gaaah!!!

So I was browsing IV's posts, currently he is answering all those fanmails.. There are 80 questions now. I suppose there are more coming..

So one of the fanmail question was "IV-kun, do you like RENOMOMO?"


I don't know the meaning so I used some translation apps. Which pretty was lame. He didn't answered the question though According to layla-san, he did! What did he said anyway???

Still...! IV-san, why did you posted up such pics? xDDD


From today onwards, I decided to write my date following the Japanese system. heh

I went to the hospital for my appointment. Damn long.

By the time I finished all my businesses, it's already 10am.

Late for the first time this year to school.

When I entered the class, my tutor went "Liza, why are you late to class?"


"Really?" -Took my late slip-

Luckily Ms Tan didn't ask for our MCQ which I didn't do =="

History we learn about Hitler and Nazi.

GP we were supposed to do a presentation on our project but since most of us haven't completed the work, we ended up checking others work for data response.

Boring day, really.